u/potato_hammie

I read. I don't understand. I search and study. Mind gets all overwhelmed so I abandon. Busy so I abandon some more.

Pick up the book again. Abandon again. Pick it up again. Abandon again.

I say to myself that "oh you can probably just skip that chapter cuz it's nonsensical and you're kinda stupid I mean a crazy man wrote this and this book is kinda crazy" BUT NO !!!! There's some stubborn part of me that refuses to move on with the book unless I can make sense of every single sentence in the echo arc. My mind longs for closure. Closure that I am too stupid, or maybe too sane to understand.