u/quietnessinside

from past about two years, my mental health has been deteriorating a lot continuosly, after I got separated from her. I couldn't have a moment of peace and
joy since then. I am constantly reminded of her. I just cant cant bear it anymore. I dont know what is going to help. Ive tried medicines of
anxiety,depression but they only made my condition worse, my acads also sufferred due to medications or maybe due to my mental health. I dont know
what to do,

I am low key ocd since childhood but that didn't come in the way of my life and studies.