Nine of swords is haunting me
Nearly every single spread I pull, the nine of swords is in there somewhere. Whether the spread is about love, emotions, life, pretty much any time I pull a card at all the nine of swords will make an appearance.
I usually will do three card readings, but a few times when I've decided to pull only a SINGLE card, more often than not it will be the nine of swords.
At this point, any time I see that card I feel anxious and uneasy, because of how often it appears. And it generally doesn't give off good energy to begin with.
I don't understand what it's trying to tell me that I don't already know- I'm already aware that I'm an extremely anxiety prone person and I've really been working on my mental health the past few years trying to improve it.
Is it just because I am a generally anxious person?
What else could this mean?
I'd appreciate any insight anyone could give me!