u/rowanrholloway

Kuiper Squad - Chapter 2

Kuiper Squad - Chapter 2

Flo woke to an alarm that wasn't the one she'd been told to expect.

Not the soft double-chime of burn's-end, not the flat administrative voice reading out arrival coordinates. This was a klaxon, ragged and insistent, the kind of sound designed by someone who understood that human bodies needed to be frightened before they'd move fast enough to survive.

Battle stations. Battle stations. All personnel to combat readiness.

Her body was still catching up to her mind, the sedative's tail end dragging at her like wet cloth, her limbs heavy in a way that had nothing to do with gravity, because there wasn't much gravity to speak of. Not zero-g exactly. Something in between, a queasy half-weight that told her the ship was maneuvering, hard, and whatever artificial pull she felt was leftover momentum fighting itself.

She forced her eyes the rest of the way open.

Bunk five. Fox. Already awake, already unstrapped, floating half out of his restraint with the too-wide eyes of someone whose body had woken up faster than his understanding of why.

Bunk six. Sasha, blinking hard, jaw already setting into the shape Flo had seen once before, the discipline clicking down over the fear like a visor.

The rest were still out. Still soft-faced, drugged, unaware that the world had changed while they slept.

The wake-up counteragent hit her system all at once, she felt it the way you feel a light switch, not a dimmer, sensation flooding back into her fingers and jaw and the base of her skull in a rush that was almost worse than the sedative had been. Her heart rate spiked before her mind had even finished the thought this is bad.

The deck groaned. A long, low sound, metal complaining under a stress it hadn't been built for. Somewhere below them, below being a relative term now, with gravity behaving like a suggestion, something detonated, distant and muffled, and the whole room shivered in sympathy.

The bunk compartments along the wall, the ones she'd assumed were storage and hadn't thought twice about, split open with a hiss of released pressure, and combat suits unfolded out of them like something being born.

"Up," Flo said. Not loud. Didn't need to be, not with that klaxon doing the work for her. "Everybody up, now."

Cade was moving before she finished the word, unbuckling with the same unhurried competence he'd shown boarding, except now there was an edge under it, something coiled. Dee came up fighting her restraints, swearing under her breath, hands already reaching for the suit segments floating free of bunk three's open panel.

Sawyer didn't move at all.

Flo caught it out of the corner of her eye, the widest of them, the one who'd made a joke about needing something dramatic, now frozen against his restraints with his mouth slightly open and his eyes fixed on nothing, the particular stillness of a nervous system that had simply declined to process what was happening. She didn't have time for him yet. Filed it. Moved to the one she knew would be worse.

Jackson was awake, groggy, blinking against the residual fog of the stun and the counteragent both, and when his eyes found Flo across the shaking room they went from confused to furious in about half a second, some old animal memory catching up with the fact of what had put him under.

She didn't give him room to start anything.

"Suit," she said, already unlatching his restraint with one hand, already shoving a torso segment toward him with the other. "Now. Talk later."

He flinched away from her hands like her touch was the insult, not the stun had been. "Get off me."

"Suit yourself, then." She let go. Meant it two ways and didn't have time to enjoy either.

The ship bucked, a hard, sideways lurch that had nothing gentle about it, the kind of motion that meant something outside had hit them and meant something big. Fox lost his grip on his half-fastened boot and drifted into the wall with a grunt. Sasha caught herself on the bunk frame, breathing through her teeth, hands moving anyway, methodical, one clasp at a time, refusing to let the shaking room dictate the pace of her hands even as it dictated everything else.

"Cade." Flo's voice cut through the klaxon and the groaning hull and Dee's continued cursing. "Sawyer."

Cade was already there. He didn't ask, didn't waste breath on it, just got a shoulder under Sawyer's arm and hauled, one clean motion, and started fitting the suit pieces onto him like a man dressing a mannequin, murmuring something low and steady the whole time that Flo couldn't hear over the noise but could see working, a little, in the way Sawyer's eyes started to track again instead of staring through the wall.

"With me, Sawyer," Cade said, louder now. "Just your arms. Just the arms first."

Sawyer's hands came up, shaking hard, and found the sleeve.

Good enough. Flo turned away, trusting Cade with it, and found Dee already half into her own suit and reaching to help Sasha with a clasp Sasha's shaking fingers had missed twice.

"I got it," Dee said, short, not unkind, and Sasha let her, jaw tight, eyes wet at the corners but not spilling.

Fox had righted himself and was working through his own suit with the deliberate, methodical focus of someone treating panic as a math problem, this piece, then this piece, in this order, because that's what the drill said. Flo watched him get it right the second time and moved on.

That left Jackson.

He'd gotten the suit half on, badly, the torso segment crooked, and when she glanced back he was fighting the boot seal with the single-minded fury of a man who would rather lose a fight with his own equipment than accept a hand from anyone in the room. His jaw was locked. His eyes were too bright, too wide, the fear under the anger showing now that the anger had nowhere else to go.

She didn't offer again. Some men needed to be handled. Some men needed to be left alone long enough to handle themselves, and pushing twice only cost you the thing you were trying to build. She logged which kind he was and moved on, because the room was shaking again, harder, and her HUD had just lit up with a route.

"Suits sealed, visors down, everyone on me," Flo said. "We're not waiting for muster. New orders; direct to the aft hangar. Move."


The corridor outside Bay 4-C was not the corridor they'd boarded through.

It had been narrow before, awkward with mining-vessel proportions never meant for foot traffic. Now it was worse, a long section of paneling had come free from one wall and hung at an angle, sparking intermittently, and the air had a burnt, electrical smell under the recycled staleness, something wrong and chemical. A body drifted past them at the first junction, a crewman in a maintenance jumpsuit, and Flo didn't let herself look long enough to see whether he was breathing. There was nothing she could do for him that wouldn't cost her seven people she could still save.

"Stay tight," she said, into the suit comms, her own voice sounding strange and close in her ears. "Follow the blue line. Don't stop for anything that isn't me stopping."

The ship shook again, not the sharp lurch of before but a longer, rolling shudder, the sound of something enormous being struck and absorbing it, groaning the whole length of its hull in complaint. Scotty's Dilemma had been built to survive rock impacts and pressure differentials, not weapons fire, but Flo found herself grateful, in a distant clinical way, for however much of that old mining armor was still doing its job.

They pushed through a junction where three other squads were converging, a crush of suited bodies all trying to move through a space built for one file at a time, shouts overlapping, someone's suit comms bleeding static into the general channel. Flo put a hand on Fox's shoulder and steered him bodily around a knot of panicking recruits rather than let him get swept into it, and felt him go rigid under her palm, then loosen, following her lead instead of the crowd's.

A hatch ahead of them had buckled inward, twisted enough that it left only a gap at one corner, and Flo went through first, checking the space beyond before waving the others through one at a time. Cade came last through that one, having stayed at the rear the whole way, a hand on Sawyer's back the entire time, not quite pushing, just present, a reminder that he was there.

"Vitals," Cade said quietly in a private channel to Flo. "Sawyer's spiking. Heart rate's up around one-eighty. He's not gonna last if we hit real contact."

"Keep him moving," Flo said. "That's the job right now. Not fixing him. Moving him."

"Copy."

Another explosion somewhere forward of them, close enough that the deck actually jumped beneath their boots, an honest-to-god physical impact rather than just sound, and this time the lights along the corridor flickered and half of them didn't come back. Emergency strips kicked in low and red instead, painting everyone's suits the color of old blood.

Dee's voice cut through the comm, tight. "Sarge, we got people back there not moving."

"I see them." She did. Two crewmembers slumped against a bulkhead, unmoving, and she made herself keep her HUD's blue line as the only thing that mattered, made herself walk past them the way she'd walked past the vomiting recruits during boarding, because that had been easy and this was not, this had actual stakes stitched into every meter of not stopping. "Nothing we can do. Keep moving."

She heard Sasha's breath hitch over the comm, sharp, once, and then steady again. Discipline, doing its job.

Jackson had fallen back, several meters behind the main cluster, moving fast enough to keep pace but with a stiffness to his gait that Flo recognized as a man refusing to let his fear slow him down even while it was very clearly trying to. He didn't ask for help going through the buckled hatch. He didn't ask for anything. He just kept coming, silent, furious at the ship and the war and possibly at himself, and Flo let him have that, because forward was forward regardless of the expression on a man's face while he did it.

The blue line took a sharp turn, dropped them down what had once been a maintenance shaft and was now the only clear route left, and dumped them out into a wider space that hummed with a different, more organized kind of noise, the aft hangar, vast and echoing, its far wall open to a starfield gone strange and bright with weapons fire that had no business existing in a solar system that had been quiet for three centuries.

"All squads, dropship assignment override," the general channel crackled, a voice stretched thin with its own fear. "Skip muster. Board nearest available craft. Direct orders, immediate departure, this is not a drill…"

The word drill dissolved into static, and somewhere on the other side of the hangar a support strut sheared loose and drifted, slow and enormous, trailing sparks.

"That's us," Flo said, pointing. "That one. Move, move, move."


The dropship's interior was smaller than the squad bay had been, if that was possible — two long benches facing each other, restraint harnesses hanging loose and waiting, no windows except a single narrow strip of reinforced viewport up near the cockpit divider. Another squad was already strapping in on the far side when Flo's people crowded through the hatch, seven strangers in identical suits, faces Flo didn't have time to learn.

"Two squads, one bird," Dee muttered, catching the arrangement immediately, dropping into a harness with quick, sure hands. "That's not… that's not standard."

"Nothing about tonight is standard," Flo said. "Strap in."

She did a fast visual sweep as her own squad found seats, Cade guiding Sawyer down and cinching his harness for him when the younger man's hands wouldn't cooperate, Fox already secured and staring straight ahead with the flat concentration of someone doing very complicated math to avoid doing anything else, Sasha beside him with her lips moving again, silent, counting or praying, Dee already leaning forward toward the cockpit divider like she wanted to be closer to whatever was about to happen up there, and Jackson, last through the hatch, dropping into the seat nearest the exit like he wanted to keep an option open that didn't exist anymore.

The hatch sealed. The hangar noise cut off, replaced by a tighter, more claustrophobic hum, and through the narrow viewport strip Flo caught a wedge of starfield and, cutting across it, a streak of light too fast and too straight to be anything natural.

"This is Halvorsen, I'm your pilot, hang on." The voice through the cockpit comm was young, younger than it had any right to be given what it was about to do, and already fraying at the edges. "Disengaging from dock, we are go, we are go!"

The dropship kicked free of the larger ship with a shove Flo felt in her spine, and then they were out, into open space, into the middle of a fight that had no clean lines to it at all, light everywhere, some of it weapons fire and some of it debris catching the light of something burning, and Scotty's Dilemma falling away behind them scarred and venting atmosphere from a dozen wounds Flo hadn't seen from the inside.

"Oh god, oh god, they're… they're taking Delta-Nine, they're just…" Halvorsen's voice again, no longer talking to them at all, talking to himself, watching something on his own display that the squad in the back couldn't see. "That's the third one, that's three dropships, I can't…"

"Hey." Dee had unclipped enough to lean toward the cockpit divider, voice hard, cutting through his spiral like a slap. "Hey! Pilot. Listen to me."

"I'm flying, I'm…"

"You're letting the AI fly and it's flying you into a shooting gallery. Manual override and fly that damn bird."

"I'm not rated for manual combat maneuvers, I'm rated for…"

"I don't care what you're rated for," Dee said, and there was something in her voice now that Flo recognized, some old fury she'd probably never gotten to use in a cockpit of her own, aimed now at exactly the right target. "The AI flies predictable lines. That's what's getting people killed out there. You take manual, you fly ugly, you fly wrong, and we might actually live. Do it."

A beat of silence, filled with the whine of something passing close enough outside to rattle the hull.

"Manual override… engaged!"

The dropship's motion changed immediately, violently, no longer the smooth arcs of computer-plotted evasion but something rawer, gut-punch turns that threw everyone sideways against their harnesses, Sawyer making a small strangled sound, Foxgripping his own restraints.

"New orders, new orders," Halvorsen's voice cracked through again, higher now, "command says… objective's the station, that's the… that's the whole objective, land and engage, land and… Christ, that's insane, that's a station, we don't know anything about…"

Flo's HUD confirmed it a half-second later, orders scrolling green across the corner of her vision, stark and absurd in their simplicity: LAND. ENGAGE. HOLD.

Through the narrow viewport, past Halvorsen's shoulder, something had begun to fill the black that hadn't been there a moment ago, vast, dark, wrong-angled in a way that made Flo's eyes want to slide off it rather than resolve it, lit at odd intervals by lights that were not friendly and not designed for human eyes to read as anything but hostile.

The alien station.

They were supposed to land on that.

"That's the plan," Flo said, out loud, mostly to herself, mostly to make it real by saying it. "Land and attack."

"That's not a plan," Fox said, quiet, precise, terrified and still doing math even now. "That's a… that's just a direction with a verb attached."

"It's the plan we've got."

The dropship rolled hard to starboard, throwing them all against their harnesses again, and through the viewport Flo caught the far side of the craft, the section where the other squad sat, strangers whose names she'd never learned, go suddenly, silently bright.

The light didn't look like an explosion. It looked cleaner than that, more deliberate, a single searing line that swept through the hull at an angle and simply removed everything it touched.

The ship didn't break apart. It didn't need to. Where the other squad had been sitting there was, for one suspended half-second, a wall of white heat, and then there was hard vacuum sealed off by emergency bulkheads that slammed down a heartbeat too late to matter, and where seven people had been strapped into their harnesses there were, in the after-image burned into Flo's vision, only a few small dark shapes still fixed to what remained of the benches.

Nobody screamed. There wasn't time to scream. The whole thing had taken less time than a breath.

Sasha made a sound like she'd been hit. Sawyer's harness rattled with how hard he was shaking. Cade had gone very still, very quiet, his hand finding Sawyer's shoulder again without seeming to decide to do it.

Flo didn't say anything. There was nothing to say that would be true and useful at the same time, and she'd learned a long time ago that when you couldn't manage both, you said nothing at all.

"We're hit, we're hit, emergency bulkheads holding, I'm taking us in, I'm taking us in NOW!"

The station filled the entire viewport.


The landing was not a landing. It was closer to a controlled version of smashing into the ground, a long, grinding, shrieking impact that Flo felt through every point where her body touched the harness, a deceleration so violent it turned her vision white at the edges and drove the breath out of her lungs in a single involuntary grunt. Metal screamed against metal, or against something that wasn't quite metal, the dropship's hull carving a long furrow through whatever the alien station's surface was made of, throwing up a spray of debris that hammered against the outer plating like hail.

It went on longer than it should have been possible for anything to survive.

Then it stopped.

Silence, total and sudden, the kind that came after violence rather than before it. Flo's ears rang. Her whole body ached in the specific, deep way that meant bruising rather than breaking, and she took a slow inventory, fingers, toes, spine, the working checklist she'd drilled into herself years ago for exactly this kind of moment, and found, distantly, gratefully, that everything answered.

"Sound off," she said, and her voice came out rougher than she meant it to. "Sound off, now."

"Fox, okay." Thin, shaky, but there.

"Sasha. I'm… I'm okay."

"Dee, I'm good, I'm good."

Cade's deep voice, steady even now: "Cade, fine. Sawyer's with me, he's breathing, just give him a second."

"Jackson." A pause, long enough that Flo almost said his name again, and then: "...Still here."

Six accounted for. Flo turned her head, slowly, careful of her own neck, toward the front of the craft, toward the cockpit divider that had buckled inward under the impact.

She didn't need to check twice. The angle of Halvorsen's head against the shattered console told her everything the silence from that direction had already told her. He'd flown them in himself, manual, ugly, exactly the way Dee had told him to, and it had bought them a landing that seven of them had walked away from and cost him everything.

"Pilot's gone," Flo said, flat, because there wasn't a way to say it that made it smaller. "Everybody hear me? Pilot's gone."

Nobody said anything to that. Sasha closed her eyes for one long second, and Flo let her have it.

She unclipped her own harness first, floated, no, didn't float, she registered with a small distant surprise, there was weight here, wrong-feeling and heavier than Earth-standard but weight nonetheless, artificial gravity or the station's own mass doing something to physics she didn't have time to think about yet, and found her boots under her, solid, planted.

The hatch had buckled at one corner, same as the corridor hatch back on Scotty's Dilemma, and Flo went to work on the manual release with hands that weren't quite steady but were steady enough, forcing the mechanism until it gave in with a shriek of protesting metal.

"On me," she said. "Everyone unstrap. Help each other."

Cade already had Sawyer's harness undone, hauling him up onto legs that didn't quite want to hold him yet, murmuring something low and steady the whole time. Dee reached over and got Sasha's stuck buckle free with a hard yank, and Sasha reached back and steadied Fox as he came up unsteady from his own seat, the two of them leaning into each other for one brief unthinking second before both remembering themselves and straightening up separately.

Jackson unclipped his own harness alone, stood without help, and looked at the ruin of the cockpit, at Halvorsen's still shape, with an expression Flo couldn't read at all, not satisfaction, not grief exactly, something flatter and more private than either.

Nobody offered him a hand. He hadn't asked for one, and by now nobody expected him to.

Flo turned back to the buckled hatch, to the strange light bleeding in around its edges, not starlight, not anything she recognized, a cold blue-white glow that came from everywhere and nowhere at once, and keyed her suit comms to the only channel that still mattered.

"Everyone's up," she said. "Everyone's breathing. We're inside their station, we've got no pilot, no ship, and no idea what's on the other side of this hatch."

She looked back at her squad. Six faces looking back at her, scared in six different registers, waiting for the next thing because she was the one who was supposed to have it.

"So we're going to find out," she said, and pulled the hatch the rest of the way open.

u/rowanrholloway — 7 days ago

Kuiper Squad - Chapter 1

The shuttle's clamps released with a shudder Flo felt in her teeth, and then she was floating.

Out of the shuttle and into Scotty's Dilemma and the chaos of its hanger. Next stop: The Kuiper Belt.

She'd read the specs. A repurposed mining vessel, converted to troop transport eleven months ago when the shipyards realized they didn't have enough hulls and didn't have enough time. The bones of the thing still showed. The support struts too thick for a passenger ship. Conduit runs exposed where someone hadn't bothered to panel them over. Somewhere in the guts, mining drones nobody had gotten around to stripping out still sat in their berths, waiting for rock that would never come.

She caught a handhold without looking for it, muscle memory doing the work her eyes didn't need to. Around her, the shuttle's other passengers were not doing the same.

A kid, nineteen, maybe twenty, fresh in his fatigue’s duffel-carrying posture, drifted past her sideways, arms wheeling, mouth open in a small round shape of pure animal alarm. He hit the wall with his shoulder and rebounded, slower this time, and grabbed at nothing. Behind him, a woman was retching into her own hand, trying to keep it contained and failing. The smell of it was already spreading, thin and sour, catching in the recycled air.

Flo didn't watch. She'd seen it before. First zero-g always went one of two ways, you either found your body's new grammar in about four seconds, or you fought it for a week and lost every round.

Her HUD painted a soft blue line along the corridor wall, arcing toward the crew section, adjusting in real time as bodies crossed through it. She followed the line and didn't correct for the boy who caromed off her hip, didn't slow for the sergeant near the junction bellowing instructions that nobody was hearing over their own nausea. She'd learned a long time ago that you moved with intention or you got swallowed by the current. There was no room here for anything in between.

The corridor narrowed. Original mining-vessel proportions, she guessed, built for machines and cargo, not for two hundred human bodies at once. Her shoulder brushed a conduit housing warm to the touch. The air had a mechanical taste, metal and ozone and, underneath it now, vomit.

She passed a woman crying without sound, just tears breaking off her face in slow beads that caught the light before drifting away. Flo logged the face, didn't know the name yet, and kept moving. Not her problem. Not today. Her problem was six names on a manifest and one hour to make them into something that wouldn't get themselves killed.

The blue line turned, dropped her through a hatch with a lip she cleared without touching, and there it was.

Squad Bay 4-C.

The room was smaller than her quarters back at the depot on Ceres, and she'd have called those cramped. Eight bunks, stacked in twos against opposite walls, close enough that a broad-shouldered man would have to turn sideways to change between them. A fold-down table bolted to the floor. A single strip of light along the ceiling, buzzing faintly, the kind of buzz that would be the only sound in this room for the next fourteen hours before the burn and probably every hour after it that mattered.

It smelled like hot metal and cleaning solvent that hadn't quite won the fight against something older.

Flo caught the frame of the hatch and pulled herself through, oriented herself to what would be "up" once thrust kicked in, and found the wall panel. Her palm print unlocked the bunk assignments. Seven names bloomed onto the small display, cross-referenced against her HUD.

FLORENCIA VARGA — SERGEANT— BUNK 1 

JACKSON, DYSON. — BUNK 2 

DELILAH OKONKWO-REYES ("DEE") — BUNK 3 

CADE WASHINGTON — BUNK 4 

FOX, THORTON. — BUNK 5 

SASHA ADEYEMI — BUNK 6 

SAWYER, REEVES. — BUNK 7

Seven names. Six people to learn and lead.

She anchored herself near the table and waited. She was good at waiting. Thirty-three years old and this was her first deployment, and if anyone found that strange, they hadn't said it to her face. Twelve years in uniform, all of it training other people's replacements, running drills nobody thought would matter, until suddenly they did. She'd earned her rank the slow way. She intended to spend it carefully.

The first one through the hatch was a giant. He came through, folded nearly in half to fit, and even then his shoulder scraped the frame, a big man, all of him solid, moving through zero-g with more care than skill but managing it anyway, hand over hand along the same holds she'd used.

"Cade Washington," he said, before she asked. Deep voice, rounded at the edges, like a man who'd learned a long time ago not to let his size come first into a room. "Bunk four, I'm guessing."

"You guessed right." She watched him find it, watched him set his single duffel into the storage net beside it with unhurried hands. No wasted motion, but no urgency either. A man who'd decided, somewhere along the way, that panic cost more than it bought.

The next two came through together, and she knew before her HUD confirmed it that this was going to be the pairing that mattered.

The man came first, pulling himself along the hold rail with a loose, showy carelessness that told her he'd practiced looking unbothered more than he'd practiced actually being unbothered. Wiry. Underfed in a way that had nothing to do with rations, the kind of leanness that came from years of going without and calling it a choice.

JACKSON, D. — twenty-nine, her display told her, though he looked like he'd lived rougher years than that.

"This the shoebox?" he said, to no one, grinning at the room like it owed him an apology. His eyes found Flo last, drifted over her rank insignia, and didn't change. "Sarge."

"Bunk two," Flo said. Didn't ask his name. She didn't need to pretend she didn’t know it.

He didn't answer. Just kept drifting, slow, unbothered, past bunk two like it was a suggestion rather than an order.

The woman behind him was smaller, quicker, dark hair pulled back tight, and she moved through the zero-g like she resented having to think about it at all, economical, a little too fast, correcting hard when she overshot. DELILAH OKONKWO-REYES. Dee, the manifest noted, in the kind of parenthetical that meant somebody far above Flo's pay grade had already learned better than to use her full name.

"Bunk three," Flo said.

Dee found it without comment, without even glancing at Jackson, though the set of her jaw said she'd clocked exactly where he was and exactly what he wasn't doing.

Flo watched that. Filed it.

The last three came in close together, young, all of them, in the particular way that had nothing to do with age. A thin boy with sharp eyes who found his bunk without being told, checked the number twice against something on his own private display, and said nothing at all. FOX, T. Eighteen. He looked like he was doing math the whole time, and maybe he was.

A young woman moved with a straightness to her spine that no zero-g disorientation seemed to touch, though Flo could see the tightness at the corners of her eyes, the specific look of someone holding a great deal very still. SASHA ADEYEMI. Nineteen. She found bunk six, secured her gear with the crisp motions of someone who'd been shown, at some point, by someone who loved her, exactly how a soldier was supposed to move. Whether she believed it yet was a different question.

The last was easy in his body in a way none of the others quite managed, tall, loose-limbed, drifting through the zero-g like he'd been born half-expecting it. SAWYER, R. Twenty-one. He grinned at the room like it was a mildly interesting bar he'd wandered into.

"This the whole crew?" he said, settling toward bunk seven. "Feels like we're missing somebody dramatic."

"You're looking at her," Cade said, mild, nodding toward Flo, and a couple of the younger ones laughed, thin, nervous laughs, the kind that came out before anyone decided whether it was safe to.

Flo didn't laugh. Didn't scowl either. Let the moment pass through her without asking it to be anything.

"Sergeant Varga," she said, to the room. "You'll call me Sergeant, or ma'am. Bunks are assigned. Not negotiable, not preference-based, not first-come. You'll learn why later, but for now: it's assigned because I said it's assigned."

She let that sit a second.

"Burn's in under an hour. Fourteen hours under acceleration, sedated the whole way. When you wake up, we'll be across the Kuiper Belt and meeting our new neighbours. That starts with small things. Bunks first."

Sasha nodded, once, sharp. Fox didn't move, but she caught the flick of his eyes toward Jackson's bunk, the only one still empty of its assigned occupant.

Jackson had drifted to the far wall, near bunk seven, arms crossed loosely, watching Dee unpack with an expression that had already decided on its next move.

"Bunk two's open," Flo said, not raising her voice.

"I can see that," Jackson said. Amiable. Unbothered. "Just stretching my legs first, Sarge. Ship's tiny. Man needs a minute."

Nobody laughed this time.

It didn't take long. Flo had known it wouldn't. She'd read the file, the same file that told her Jackson had washed out of two prior assignments for insubordination, that told her the language "poor fit for structured environments" was doing a great deal of polite work, and she'd known the shape of what would happen before it happened, the way you know a storm is coming from the color of the light.

Jackson pushed off the wall, drifted close to bunk three, and hooked a lazy hand on the frame above Dee's head.

"You washed out of pilot school," he said, conversational, like he was asking about the weather. "Heard that from a guy on the shuttle. Said you couldn't take orders from a computer. That true?"

Dee didn't look up from the strap she was tightening. "Move."

"I'm not in your way."

"You're in my air."

"That's a poetic way to tell a guy to fuck off." He grinned, wider now, warming to it. "I get it, though. Must sting. Washing out. Bet you thought you were gonna fly something. Now you're stuck in a can with the rest of us, going wherever the grown-ups point it."

Dee's hands stopped moving.

Flo watched from across the small room, anchored at the table, and did not move yet. This was the part that mattered, not the provocation, which was cheap and easy to see coming, but the window. There would be a window, narrow and specific, where the room decided what kind of unit it was going to be. She needed to see exactly where that window was before she used it.

"Say it again," Dee said, low.

"Say what again?" Jackson's voice hadn't changed at all, and that, Flo noted, was its own kind of tell. A man who baited people for a living learned to keep his own voice flat while everyone else's climbed. "I'm just making conversation, sweetheart. First day. Bonding."

"Don't call me that."

"What, sweetheart? Washout?"

Dee came off the bunk in one motion, fast enough that she overcorrected in the zero-g and had to catch herself against the frame, which somehow made it worse, made her face go tighter with fury at her own body's betrayal on top of his. She was smaller than him by a head, but there was nothing hesitant in the way she closed the distance.

"Say it to my face and not sideways like a coward."

"I'm looking right at you." Jackson didn't back up. Didn't square up either, he kept his hands loose at his sides, kept that same easy grin, and Flo understood, watching it, that this was the whole architecture of the man: he never threw the first punch, never had to, because he'd learned exactly how to make someone else want to.

"Hey." Cade's voice, low and even, from over by bunk four. Not sharp. A man trying to lower the temperature of a room by lowering his own. "Not worth it."

Neither of them looked at him.

"You gonna hit me?" Jackson said to Dee, softer now, almost gentle, almost kind, which was somehow the cruelest register he'd used yet. "Go on. Everybody's watching. Show the Sarge what you’ve got."

Sasha had gone very still in her bunk. Fox's eyes moved between Jackson and Dee with the flat, assessing look of someone running probabilities. Sawyer had stopped unpacking entirely.

Dee's hand closed into a fist.

Flo moved.

She didn't remember drawing the sidearm so much as she noticed, after the fact, that it was already in her hand, that was how the years of drilling were supposed to work, that was the whole point of them, the body doing the thing the mind had rehearsed ten thousand times until rehearsal and instinct became indistinguishable. She heard the small definite click of the selector rolling to stun, a sound so familiar it barely registered as sound at all, more like a change in the room's air pressure.

She didn't announce it. Didn't say a word of warning.

She shot Jackson in the center of his chest.

He didn't even finish his sentence. Whatever he'd been about to say collapsed into a small surprised exhale, and then his whole body went loose all at once, the particular total slackness of a man whose nervous system had just been told to stop asking questions. He drifted, slow and boneless, and hit the wall with a soft thud that was somehow louder than anything else that had happened in the room.

Silence. Total and sudden, the buzzing ceiling light the only sound left.

Dee's fist was still raised at nothing. She looked at Jackson's drifting body, then at Flo, and something in her face, the anger, the readiness, didn't disappear so much as fold itself away, fast, like a hand caught reaching for something it shouldn't.

Flo holstered the weapon. Her hand hadn't shaken at all, and she was distantly aware that some of the others were looking at that as much as they were looking at Jackson.

"Cade," she said. "Get him strapped into two."

Cade was already moving, no hesitation, gathering Jackson's slack weight with an easy competence that told Flo more about him than a week of drills could have. He guided the unconscious man into bunk two, cinched the restraints with quick sure hands, checked the man's breathing with two fingers at his throat, and nodded once to himself, satisfied.

"He'll be groggy when he wakes," Flo said, to the room generally, not to any one of them. "Stun does that. He'll be fine by the time we're out of the burn."

Nobody asked her why she'd done it. Nobody asked if it was necessary, or fair, or if there'd been another way. She watched the question not get asked and understood that this, more than the shot itself, was the actual outcome she'd needed.

Dee had lowered her fist. She was looking at bunk two, at Jackson's slack unconscious face, with an expression Flo couldn't fully read, something between vindication and a kind of shame that had nowhere to go.

"He was baiting me," Dee said, to Flo, low. Not quite an apology. Not quite one.

"I know."

"You didn't stun me."

"No," Flo said. "I didn't."

She let that be the whole explanation. She'd learned that too, somewhere in twelve years of watching other officers over-explain themselves into looking weak. The decision was the message. Anything more was noise.

Fox, from his bunk, said quietly, almost to himself: "Efficient."

Sasha didn't say anything at all, but Flo saw her spine straighten another degree, saw something in her face settle, like a held breath finally let go.

Sawyer let out a low whistle. "Remind me not to piss off the Sarge."

"Get settled and have something to eat," Flo said. "Burn's soon."

The alert came sooner than she'd told them it would, she'd shaved the estimate on purpose, a small dishonesty in the service of readiness, because a squad that thought it had more time than it did would always waste the difference. The intercom crackled to life with a voice flattened by a hundred identical announcements before this one.

"All personnel, secure for acceleration burn. T-minus twelve minutes. Repeat, secure for acceleration burn."

The room went from silence to scrambling in about two seconds.

It was, Flo thought, almost exactly as bad as she'd expected. Sawyer got one arm through his restraint and then couldn't find the second buckle, twisting to look for it and making the whole rig worse. Fox had his figured out almost immediately, he read the mechanism once, understood it, done,  and lay there with the particular stillness of someone waiting for everyone else to catch up. Sasha's hands moved fast and sure, but Flo caught the way her breath had gone shallow, the discipline holding the fear at a fixed and manageable distance rather than removing it.

Dee dropped into bunk three and fought her own restraint straps with short, furious motions until Cade, already secured in four, said, low and unhurried, "Left one first. It's backwards from what you'd think."

She looked at him like she wanted to argue on principle, then didn't, and it worked.

Flo moved between them where she could, not fixing things so much as making her presence a kind of ballast, checking Sawyer's second buckle herself with two efficient motions, nodding once to Sasha in a way that wasn't quite reassurance but was adjacent to it, glancing at Jackson's restraints where Cade had already secured them, still slack-faced and out.

She found her own bunk last. Bunk one. The seat had a temperature to it, not quite body heat, something manufactured to feel like readiness. She settled into it and felt it begin, almost immediately, to shift beneath her, the material reading her shape, molding itself along her spine and shoulders and the backs of her thighs with a pressure that was not painful, only total, like being held by something that had no intention of letting go.

"T-minus five minutes. Sedation will initiate automatically at burn commencement. Remain still."

She looked across the narrow room. Jackson, slack and out, oblivious to all of it. Cade, eyes closed, breathing slow and deliberate, a man managing himself the way he probably managed a great many things. Dee, jaw tight, staring at the ceiling like she could argue with it. Fox, watching everything with that same flat assessing calm. Sasha, lips moving faintly, a prayer, maybe, or a count, or a name. Sawyer, oddly, smiling faintly at nothing, the specific ease of a man who had never yet had a reason to be afraid of anything and hadn't quite absorbed that this might be the first one.

She felt the seat's restraint mechanism find the base of her neck. A small cold pressure. The needle, when it came, didn't hurt so much as it arrived, a fact more than a sensation, a small definite intrusion and then a spreading warmth that had nothing warm about what it was actually doing to her.

"T-minus one minute."

Her limbs were already going distant, the seat's molded pressure the last clear thing she could feel, the room starting to soften at its edges the way a photograph softens when you've looked at it too long.

Six new faces. One her own hand had put to sleep for her, and the rest already half under it besides. Fourteen days induced coma, and somewhere at the end of that dark, the first real military action in a hundred and fifty-four years..

She thought, with the last clean edge of a mind about to go under: What are we flying into.

It wasn't a question she expected an answer to. There wasn't time for one, and even if there had been, she doubted she'd have liked it.

The dark came up from beneath her like water rising in a hold, and she went under without a sound, and then there was nothing at all.

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Kuiper Squad - Chapter 1

The shuttle's clamps released with a shudder Flo felt in her teeth, and then she was floating.

Out of the shuttle and into Scotty's Dilemma and the chaos of its hanger. Next stop: The Kuiper Belt.

She'd read the specs. A repurposed mining vessel, converted to troop transport eleven months ago when the shipyards realized they didn't have enough hulls and didn't have enough time. The bones of the thing still showed. The support struts too thick for a passenger ship. Conduit runs exposed where someone hadn't bothered to panel them over. Somewhere in the guts, mining drones nobody had gotten around to stripping out still sat in their berths, waiting for rock that would never come.

She caught a handhold without looking for it, muscle memory doing the work her eyes didn't need to. Around her, the shuttle's other passengers were not doing the same.

A kid, nineteen, maybe twenty, fresh in his fatigue’s duffel-carrying posture, drifted past her sideways, arms wheeling, mouth open in a small round shape of pure animal alarm. He hit the wall with his shoulder and rebounded, slower this time, and grabbed at nothing. Behind him, a woman was retching into her own hand, trying to keep it contained and failing. The smell of it was already spreading, thin and sour, catching in the recycled air.

Flo didn't watch. She'd seen it before. First zero-g always went one of two ways, you either found your body's new grammar in about four seconds, or you fought it for a week and lost every round.

Her HUD painted a soft blue line along the corridor wall, arcing toward the crew section, adjusting in real time as bodies crossed through it. She followed the line and didn't correct for the boy who caromed off her hip, didn't slow for the sergeant near the junction bellowing instructions that nobody was hearing over their own nausea. She'd learned a long time ago that you moved with intention or you got swallowed by the current. There was no room here for anything in between.

The corridor narrowed. Original mining-vessel proportions, she guessed, built for machines and cargo, not for two hundred human bodies at once. Her shoulder brushed a conduit housing warm to the touch. The air had a mechanical taste, metal and ozone and, underneath it now, vomit.

She passed a woman crying without sound, just tears breaking off her face in slow beads that caught the light before drifting away. Flo logged the face, didn't know the name yet, and kept moving. Not her problem. Not today. Her problem was six names on a manifest and one hour to make them into something that wouldn't get themselves killed.

The blue line turned, dropped her through a hatch with a lip she cleared without touching, and there it was.

Squad Bay 4-C.

The room was smaller than her quarters back at the depot on Ceres, and she'd have called those cramped. Eight bunks, stacked in twos against opposite walls, close enough that a broad-shouldered man would have to turn sideways to change between them. A fold-down table bolted to the floor. A single strip of light along the ceiling, buzzing faintly, the kind of buzz that would be the only sound in this room for the next fourteen hours before the burn and probably every hour after it that mattered.

It smelled like hot metal and cleaning solvent that hadn't quite won the fight against something older.

Flo caught the frame of the hatch and pulled herself through, oriented herself to what would be "up" once thrust kicked in, and found the wall panel. Her palm print unlocked the bunk assignments. Seven names bloomed onto the small display, cross-referenced against her HUD.

FLORENCIA VARGA — SERGEANT— BUNK 1 

JACKSON, DYSON. — BUNK 2 

DELILAH OKONKWO-REYES ("DEE") — BUNK 3 

CADE WASHINGTON — BUNK 4 

FOX, THORTON. — BUNK 5 

SASHA ADEYEMI — BUNK 6 

SAWYER, REEVES. — BUNK 7

Seven names. Six people to learn and lead.

She anchored herself near the table and waited. She was good at waiting. Thirty-three years old and this was her first deployment, and if anyone found that strange, they hadn't said it to her face. Twelve years in uniform, all of it training other people's replacements, running drills nobody thought would matter, until suddenly they did. She'd earned her rank the slow way. She intended to spend it carefully.

The first one through the hatch was a giant. He came through, folded nearly in half to fit, and even then his shoulder scraped the frame, a big man, all of him solid, moving through zero-g with more care than skill but managing it anyway, hand over hand along the same holds she'd used.

"Cade Washington," he said, before she asked. Deep voice, rounded at the edges, like a man who'd learned a long time ago not to let his size come first into a room. "Bunk four, I'm guessing."

"You guessed right." She watched him find it, watched him set his single duffel into the storage net beside it with unhurried hands. No wasted motion, but no urgency either. A man who'd decided, somewhere along the way, that panic cost more than it bought.

The next two came through together, and she knew before her HUD confirmed it that this was going to be the pairing that mattered.

The man came first, pulling himself along the hold rail with a loose, showy carelessness that told her he'd practiced looking unbothered more than he'd practiced actually being unbothered. Wiry. Underfed in a way that had nothing to do with rations, the kind of leanness that came from years of going without and calling it a choice.

JACKSON, D. — twenty-nine, her display told her, though he looked like he'd lived rougher years than that.

"This the shoebox?" he said, to no one, grinning at the room like it owed him an apology. His eyes found Flo last, drifted over her rank insignia, and didn't change. "Sarge."

"Bunk two," Flo said. Didn't ask his name. She didn't need to pretend she didn’t know it.

He didn't answer. Just kept drifting, slow, unbothered, past bunk two like it was a suggestion rather than an order.

The woman behind him was smaller, quicker, dark hair pulled back tight, and she moved through the zero-g like she resented having to think about it at all, economical, a little too fast, correcting hard when she overshot. DELILAH OKONKWO-REYES. Dee, the manifest noted, in the kind of parenthetical that meant somebody far above Flo's pay grade had already learned better than to use her full name.

"Bunk three," Flo said.

Dee found it without comment, without even glancing at Jackson, though the set of her jaw said she'd clocked exactly where he was and exactly what he wasn't doing.

Flo watched that. Filed it.

The last three came in close together, young, all of them, in the particular way that had nothing to do with age. A thin boy with sharp eyes who found his bunk without being told, checked the number twice against something on his own private display, and said nothing at all. FOX, T. Eighteen. He looked like he was doing math the whole time, and maybe he was.

A young woman moved with a straightness to her spine that no zero-g disorientation seemed to touch, though Flo could see the tightness at the corners of her eyes, the specific look of someone holding a great deal very still. SASHA ADEYEMI. Nineteen. She found bunk six, secured her gear with the crisp motions of someone who'd been shown, at some point, by someone who loved her, exactly how a soldier was supposed to move. Whether she believed it yet was a different question.

The last was easy in his body in a way none of the others quite managed, tall, loose-limbed, drifting through the zero-g like he'd been born half-expecting it. SAWYER, R. Twenty-one. He grinned at the room like it was a mildly interesting bar he'd wandered into.

"This the whole crew?" he said, settling toward bunk seven. "Feels like we're missing somebody dramatic."

"You're looking at her," Cade said, mild, nodding toward Flo, and a couple of the younger ones laughed, thin, nervous laughs, the kind that came out before anyone decided whether it was safe to.

Flo didn't laugh. Didn't scowl either. Let the moment pass through her without asking it to be anything.

"Sergeant Varga," she said, to the room. "You'll call me Sergeant, or ma'am. Bunks are assigned. Not negotiable, not preference-based, not first-come. You'll learn why later, but for now: it's assigned because I said it's assigned."

She let that sit a second.

"Burn's in under an hour. Fourteen hours under acceleration, sedated the whole way. When you wake up, we'll be across the Kuiper Belt and meeting our new neighbours. That starts with small things. Bunks first."

Sasha nodded, once, sharp. Fox didn't move, but she caught the flick of his eyes toward Jackson's bunk, the only one still empty of its assigned occupant.

Jackson had drifted to the far wall, near bunk seven, arms crossed loosely, watching Dee unpack with an expression that had already decided on its next move.

"Bunk two's open," Flo said, not raising her voice.

"I can see that," Jackson said. Amiable. Unbothered. "Just stretching my legs first, Sarge. Ship's tiny. Man needs a minute."

Nobody laughed this time.

It didn't take long. Flo had known it wouldn't. She'd read the file, the same file that told her Jackson had washed out of two prior assignments for insubordination, that told her the language "poor fit for structured environments" was doing a great deal of polite work, and she'd known the shape of what would happen before it happened, the way you know a storm is coming from the color of the light.

Jackson pushed off the wall, drifted close to bunk three, and hooked a lazy hand on the frame above Dee's head.

"You washed out of pilot school," he said, conversational, like he was asking about the weather. "Heard that from a guy on the shuttle. Said you couldn't take orders from a computer. That true?"

Dee didn't look up from the strap she was tightening. "Move."

"I'm not in your way."

"You're in my air."

"That's a poetic way to tell a guy to fuck off." He grinned, wider now, warming to it. "I get it, though. Must sting. Washing out. Bet you thought you were gonna fly something. Now you're stuck in a can with the rest of us, going wherever the grown-ups point it."

Dee's hands stopped moving.

Flo watched from across the small room, anchored at the table, and did not move yet. This was the part that mattered, not the provocation, which was cheap and easy to see coming, but the window. There would be a window, narrow and specific, where the room decided what kind of unit it was going to be. She needed to see exactly where that window was before she used it.

"Say it again," Dee said, low.

"Say what again?" Jackson's voice hadn't changed at all, and that, Flo noted, was its own kind of tell. A man who baited people for a living learned to keep his own voice flat while everyone else's climbed. "I'm just making conversation, sweetheart. First day. Bonding."

"Don't call me that."

"What, sweetheart? Washout?"

Dee came off the bunk in one motion, fast enough that she overcorrected in the zero-g and had to catch herself against the frame, which somehow made it worse, made her face go tighter with fury at her own body's betrayal on top of his. She was smaller than him by a head, but there was nothing hesitant in the way she closed the distance.

"Say it to my face and not sideways like a coward."

"I'm looking right at you." Jackson didn't back up. Didn't square up either, he kept his hands loose at his sides, kept that same easy grin, and Flo understood, watching it, that this was the whole architecture of the man: he never threw the first punch, never had to, because he'd learned exactly how to make someone else want to.

"Hey." Cade's voice, low and even, from over by bunk four. Not sharp. A man trying to lower the temperature of a room by lowering his own. "Not worth it."

Neither of them looked at him.

"You gonna hit me?" Jackson said to Dee, softer now, almost gentle, almost kind, which was somehow the cruelest register he'd used yet. "Go on. Everybody's watching. Show the Sarge what you’ve got."

Sasha had gone very still in her bunk. Fox's eyes moved between Jackson and Dee with the flat, assessing look of someone running probabilities. Sawyer had stopped unpacking entirely.

Dee's hand closed into a fist.

Flo moved.

She didn't remember drawing the sidearm so much as she noticed, after the fact, that it was already in her hand, that was how the years of drilling were supposed to work, that was the whole point of them, the body doing the thing the mind had rehearsed ten thousand times until rehearsal and instinct became indistinguishable. She heard the small definite click of the selector rolling to stun, a sound so familiar it barely registered as sound at all, more like a change in the room's air pressure.

She didn't announce it. Didn't say a word of warning.

She shot Jackson in the center of his chest.

He didn't even finish his sentence. Whatever he'd been about to say collapsed into a small surprised exhale, and then his whole body went loose all at once, the particular total slackness of a man whose nervous system had just been told to stop asking questions. He drifted, slow and boneless, and hit the wall with a soft thud that was somehow louder than anything else that had happened in the room.

Silence. Total and sudden, the buzzing ceiling light the only sound left.

Dee's fist was still raised at nothing. She looked at Jackson's drifting body, then at Flo, and something in her face, the anger, the readiness, didn't disappear so much as fold itself away, fast, like a hand caught reaching for something it shouldn't.

Flo holstered the weapon. Her hand hadn't shaken at all, and she was distantly aware that some of the others were looking at that as much as they were looking at Jackson.

"Cade," she said. "Get him strapped into two."

Cade was already moving, no hesitation, gathering Jackson's slack weight with an easy competence that told Flo more about him than a week of drills could have. He guided the unconscious man into bunk two, cinched the restraints with quick sure hands, checked the man's breathing with two fingers at his throat, and nodded once to himself, satisfied.

"He'll be groggy when he wakes," Flo said, to the room generally, not to any one of them. "Stun does that. He'll be fine by the time we're out of the burn."

Nobody asked her why she'd done it. Nobody asked if it was necessary, or fair, or if there'd been another way. She watched the question not get asked and understood that this, more than the shot itself, was the actual outcome she'd needed.

Dee had lowered her fist. She was looking at bunk two, at Jackson's slack unconscious face, with an expression Flo couldn't fully read, something between vindication and a kind of shame that had nowhere to go.

"He was baiting me," Dee said, to Flo, low. Not quite an apology. Not quite one.

"I know."

"You didn't stun me."

"No," Flo said. "I didn't."

She let that be the whole explanation. She'd learned that too, somewhere in twelve years of watching other officers over-explain themselves into looking weak. The decision was the message. Anything more was noise.

Fox, from his bunk, said quietly, almost to himself: "Efficient."

Sasha didn't say anything at all, but Flo saw her spine straighten another degree, saw something in her face settle, like a held breath finally let go.

Sawyer let out a low whistle. "Remind me not to piss off the Sarge."

"Get settled and have something to eat," Flo said. "Burn's soon."

The alert came sooner than she'd told them it would, she'd shaved the estimate on purpose, a small dishonesty in the service of readiness, because a squad that thought it had more time than it did would always waste the difference. The intercom crackled to life with a voice flattened by a hundred identical announcements before this one.

"All personnel, secure for acceleration burn. T-minus twelve minutes. Repeat, secure for acceleration burn."

The room went from silence to scrambling in about two seconds.

It was, Flo thought, almost exactly as bad as she'd expected. Sawyer got one arm through his restraint and then couldn't find the second buckle, twisting to look for it and making the whole rig worse. Fox had his figured out almost immediately, he read the mechanism once, understood it, done,  and lay there with the particular stillness of someone waiting for everyone else to catch up. Sasha's hands moved fast and sure, but Flo caught the way her breath had gone shallow, the discipline holding the fear at a fixed and manageable distance rather than removing it.

Dee dropped into bunk three and fought her own restraint straps with short, furious motions until Cade, already secured in four, said, low and unhurried, "Left one first. It's backwards from what you'd think."

She looked at him like she wanted to argue on principle, then didn't, and it worked.

Flo moved between them where she could, not fixing things so much as making her presence a kind of ballast, checking Sawyer's second buckle herself with two efficient motions, nodding once to Sasha in a way that wasn't quite reassurance but was adjacent to it, glancing at Jackson's restraints where Cade had already secured them, still slack-faced and out.

She found her own bunk last. Bunk one. The seat had a temperature to it, not quite body heat, something manufactured to feel like readiness. She settled into it and felt it begin, almost immediately, to shift beneath her, the material reading her shape, molding itself along her spine and shoulders and the backs of her thighs with a pressure that was not painful, only total, like being held by something that had no intention of letting go.

"T-minus five minutes. Sedation will initiate automatically at burn commencement. Remain still."

She looked across the narrow room. Jackson, slack and out, oblivious to all of it. Cade, eyes closed, breathing slow and deliberate, a man managing himself the way he probably managed a great many things. Dee, jaw tight, staring at the ceiling like she could argue with it. Fox, watching everything with that same flat assessing calm. Sasha, lips moving faintly, a prayer, maybe, or a count, or a name. Sawyer, oddly, smiling faintly at nothing, the specific ease of a man who had never yet had a reason to be afraid of anything and hadn't quite absorbed that this might be the first one.

She felt the seat's restraint mechanism find the base of her neck. A small cold pressure. The needle, when it came, didn't hurt so much as it arrived, a fact more than a sensation, a small definite intrusion and then a spreading warmth that had nothing warm about what it was actually doing to her.

"T-minus one minute."

Her limbs were already going distant, the seat's molded pressure the last clear thing she could feel, the room starting to soften at its edges the way a photograph softens when you've looked at it too long.

Six new faces. One her own hand had put to sleep for her, and the rest already half under it besides. Fourteen days induced coma, and somewhere at the end of that dark, the first real military action in a hundred and fifty-four years..

She thought, with the last clean edge of a mind about to go under: What are we flying into.

It wasn't a question she expected an answer to. There wasn't time for one, and even if there had been, she doubted she'd have liked it.

The dark came up from beneath her like water rising in a hold, and she went under without a sound, and then there was nothing at all.

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u/rowanrholloway — 8 days ago