u/searchforthetuth

So basically once I had many frnds but somehow I loose them all of because of one girl . Then we were in a relationship and then somehow I loose my all concentration over studies and somehow i passed xii. Luckily I got a good clg ... But we broke up and she has good frndship with all of our mutual frnds with whom I had frnds I don't know how to react right now I'm completly broke person i don't have anything to say everyni8 I just cry over all things nobody likes me everyone bullys me I still smile with a happy face and say it was good joke and they again bully me is this real me or will I ever set back from it I don't know ..mm

Are there any way to awaken kundalini, without any trainer ?

I am not an ai or any other thing, but sometimes the thing comming inside my mind when I use to be lonely without any technical touch.... That literally in the vast universe I'm like a grain of sahara .. or even smaller .. so what am I here for what re the reason for war. Avenge and other stuffs