Please help. Need advice on what to do during my gap year
Please don’t cook me for my stats, I messed up a few years ago and I’m trying to get myself back out of that hole.
Basically I don’t know if a postbac or a SMP is a better option for me. For context, I was doing well in college and then…I was not. I had multiple family deaths and personal problems that completely destroyed my progress. I withdrew from classes (sometimes entire semesters), I failed classes, ended with d’s and c’s in some, missed semesters for financial reason, etc. I essentially for like two years dug a huge hole. Well these past couple years I’ve been doing the work to get out but it wasn’t enough.
After 6.5 years I finally finished my undergrad. My finishing grades were really good but even with retakes, the amount of credits I have dilute any good good to essentially nothing. Anyway, I ended with:
1500 scribing hours in busy ED/lvl 1 TC
3.2 cGPA and 3.459 sGPA across 210 attempted credits and 138 completed credits
0 shadowing
Essentially 0 volunteering
3 strong LORs from biology department chair (research), ED physician, and anatomy professor
Approx. 500 hours research with upcoming publication.
I did take the MCAT during my hole digging phase unfortunately (did not study at all, scored a 491 :) )
I don’t know if I should just take a gap year, find a clinical job, volunteer and shadow a bunch and kill future Mcat attempts or if I should do a SMP or a postbac