Guys, it's starting to get to me
I've had a pretty good mental playing spidey for the past few seasons. Honestly the only reason I think I enjoy rivals is because of spidey and how much damn fun he is to play. Learning his kit and all its intricacies has been the most fun I've had playing a multiplayer game in a long time.
But, damn. I'm starting to get tired of it. Since season 8 started I feel like I've just been getting farmed. People chase me across the map, Bucky's land a hook and I'm insta-dead, WF is impossible to dive and makes other supps way harder to dive, etc. I've never played early season ranked before so maybe that's why I feel like I'm walking through quicksand? Even when I'm locked in and performing well, I feel like the games are just unwinnable. I'll kill the entire backline, but my entire team is already dead. I'll distract the supps for the entire teamfight, but we still lose.
The nature of playing spidey is always looking at what you're doing wrong and what you have to improve- that's what I love about him. But Jesus, it's demoralizing to play an engagement absolutely perfectly and still need to leave or even die because the opponent is an overshield merchant with quasi-immortality. I've spent hours practicing, reviewing, learning, and all my effort gets stomped by a CnD managing to juggle between her fade and bubble cooldowns.
Some games it's impossible to dive backline so I swap to SL. Suddenly, we start rolling them. I have a fraction of the time on SL as I do on spidey, yet he can get 10x the value for 1/10th the effort. I need to be absolutely dialed with spidey to get any value at all, but can be blasting music and trace a big ahh dino head with SL and carry. What the hell? It baffles me that Netease can cook so hard with a hero like spidey then make overshield slop heroes that feel so arbitrary and needlessly overtuned.
I often take breaks from playing when needed, and I'll probably take one soon, but what do you guys do when playing spidey just feels like shit? I feel like that panel of him sitting on a ledge in the rain rn frfr