

Does it ever end?
I have got my MRI report for my L5 S1 disc bulge which has went on for 12 months. I honestly feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I can basically walk 10k steps now with hardly no pain but I can’t lift shopping bags or do the garden or it will aggravate it and make be bed bound. I’ve been told by a few doctors and a physio that I’ll need a fusion but which made me spiral then I seen a neurosurgeon who said no it’s just an L5 S1 disc bulge and it will heal and it’s left be so confused.
My problem is it’s just not healing I’m 32M and I was very active as I did this in CrossFit. All the stories I come across seem to be you can get to say 90% but can easily put your back out. I’ve just paid out for a private physio with a structured plan of exercises but I just feel is it actually going to work and will it ever heal and can I live my life how I did before I did this injury. I’m just losing the mental battle im practically disabled and I can’t seem to accept it with how active I was. Judging by the stories on here it really doesn’t seem to get better.
My pain is just a constant pain in my back I can deal with it but I have to watch every move or turn that I do or it will really ramp up then shoot down my leg. I’m just so defeated by this.