
The meme is I burned 40 hours of PTO and laid on my side doing nothing.
Garfield minus Garfield really just feels like a comic about executive dysfunction.
I have until the end of the week left to renew my medical license I spent hundreds of dollars getting all the prerequisite things done for and if it lapses for too long I have to re-cert which will cost me hundreds more in fees and hours of non-employer supported courses--and I will technically be out of compliance and unable to do my job so I'd probably be let go.
Why does this happen? I got through 8 years of school, graduated cum laude with various distinctions. Now I'm debating alt+F4ing some days because I just can't be bothered to exist daily.
Just for clarification; I'm not suicidal. "I just don't want to be alive" is the vibe. I love my wife and friends too much to hurt them like that.