u/smilessmalls

I've been fixated on the AT for a Hot Minute now, it's officially been a year since I decided I was going to hike it, been slowly buying gear and the sorts

I just have this fear at the back of my head that, what if I don't end up doing it? I'm investing all this time and money into things for this trip, and right now I'm so confident that I'm going to do it, but what if the drive goes away? It's scary to me lol

At the end of the day, I know I'm going to do it, but I don't know how to get this fear out of my head. what if I'm wasting my time and money? Gear is expensive

I did make myself this meme to hang on my office wall to remind me what I'm working towards though, just figured I'd share it. Nothing high quality, but it's meaningful to me

Anyways, anyone know how to get over this lingering feeling of regret / fear of failure etc?

Recently got a Gossamer Gear Mariposa instead, so looking to sell my S Osprey 58. Never used by me, but bought used by someone else on here, who used it a handful of nights. Person I bought it from cut off the mesh pouch on the hip belt, and the water bladder holder Might? Be cut off from what I remember, but that's all I remember being messed with

Edit: also meant to add, it does have the brain

Looking for $115 + shipping, or willing to trade for a Therm a Rest Xlite in regular or regular/wide