u/so-good-name

Reading random articles (or books), watching random videos is something I truly enjoy.

But the problem is I just forget. Especially, if the source is not long enough. Like I can, of course, understand a book's core if I'm reading it for 200 pages. But small infos ("A thing can be used by B group") or random infos ("Also, there's Z thing") are different. I just forget.

I don't want to forget. I would be glad by any help.

Well, when I read books, I'm just slow. I want to read fast and move to the other books but I'm unable to do it.

A few recommendations says I should do eye training but I don't think that will really help.

I don't know how to Analyze or Evaluate while studying

Bloom's Taxonomy really helped me to understand how learning actually works: You remember, understand, apply, analyze, evaluate and finally create.

I, gladly, am able to remember, understand and apply. But I can't improve. Especially in math.

I make mistakes in tests. Making mistakes isn't the problem, the problem is I really don't know how can I learn from my mistakes. Or sometimes I solve the questions successfully, but I don't know why. I can't analyze it or do any evaluating.

I don't want to just solve questions. I want to learn. I want to do more. I would be obliged if you could help me.

Bloom's Taxonomy really helped me to understand how learning actually works: You remember, understand, apply, analyze, evaluate and finally create.

I, gladly, am able to remember, understand and apply. But I can't improve. Especially in math.

I make mistakes in tests. Making mistakes isn't the problem, the problem is I really don't know how can I learn from my mistakes. Or sometimes I solve it, but I don't know why. I can't analyze it or do any evaluating.

I don't want to just solve questions. I want to learn. I want to do more. I would be obliged if you could help me.

(sorry if the flag is wrong)

I'm a greedy guy who wants to know, test and achieve everything.

I will become a club president next year. I have to remember people and actually care about them. I can do that. But I must arrange trips, join contests, make debates, plan learning sections... And other things.

And I have my school responsibilities too. I must do my homeworks and actually learn things. Also, I must do some projects only because I just want to.

My desire to know burdens me with responsibilities. I'm not scared.

But I'm unable to actually do anything. Even a single basic responsibility is too heavy for me.

Because:

- I don't know WHEN or HOW to set/arrange things. - I don't know how to collect materials to bring solutions to any problem. - I don't know how to balance my responsibilities and my personal time. - I don't know how to be aware of things to not make a mistake. - I don't know how to fix my mistakes.

I don't want to mess things up. I don't want to make people suffer because of my selfish desires. And running away is just leaving them behind. I refuse this. In worst case, I would descrase my responsibilities

My desire is to learn to take care of all of this. I want to do my absolute best!

(edit: spacing)

So, I have a test book. And I want to fully learn and finish the book. The problem is, I'm incredibly slow.

Can't I focus? Nope, this isn't a focus problem.

And how am I solving the test book? I solve the questions, do mistakes, try again, look at the answers then learn. It's how I'm proceeding. I can burn-out sometimes because I don't know when to get break, but I believe that's not important.

How slow I am? I solve 1 test (10 questions) in 30-ish minutes. Because I'm learning the very concept, it takes a lot of time. 3 days ago I solved 1 test in an hour.

My friend can solve like 7 test in an hour. I do not envy my friend but that implies that I'm doing something wrong. And I want to know what it is. I don't want to waste all of my time just for nothing.

I want to finish this test book and other test books (4 in total) until the end of the summer vacation.

I'd appreciate any help.

So, I have a test book. And I want to fully learn and finish the book. The problem is, I'm incredibly slow.

Can't I focus? Nope, this isn't a focus problem.

And how am I solving the test book? I solve the questions, do mistakes, try again, look at the answers then learn. It's how I'm proceeding. I can burn-out sometimes because I don't know when to get break, but I believe that's not important.

How slow I am? I solve 1 test (10 questions) in 30-ish minutes. Because I'm learning the very concept, it takes a lot of time. 3 days ago I solved 1 test in an hour.

My friend can solve like 7 test in an hour. I do not envy my friend but that implies that I'm doing something wrong. And I want to know what it is. I don't want to waste all of my time just for nothing.

I want to finish this test book and other test books (4 in total) until the end of the summer vacation.

I'd appreciate any help.