Just some random shi on a random sunday.
When you are nowhere around me but in every room I am in.
My heart is still home to your left pieces..., your cute lil habits, the way you called me "mera baccha" the way your voice was everything I needed to js feel okay..
Nd the way none of it is in my life..
My heart still remembers.. the love you had for me.. the starting was so beautiful... feeling loved by you was a privilege for me.. you js being there was enough... everything you did.. whether out of love or js manipulation is still there lingering in my heart forever... nd the grief tht you gave is wht I shall return to.. everyday.. cuz that's my last rememberence of you... only the last. The pain the sorrow tht I carry everywhere i go bcz of you.. nd earlier I used to run to you whenever the world would get mean to me.. so I must still return to my last belonging of your existence your grief.. living rentfree in my heart nd I honestly never wish to let go.. the comfort of your existence tht you were there once loving me like you breathe oxygen..will always be preferred by me over any form of love by anybody else.