u/stinkyfwankie

this neon city kind of resembling tokyo or somewhere else in japan or china possibly (idk ive never been to japan or china) it was night and it seemed like it just stopped taining and i remember walking around the streets, there wasnt many people around. it kind of resembled kowloon city but not as crowded, like this was like a big city. at the corner of a street there was this big tent possibly a store/ trading place with neon green lighting peaking out from the bottom of the tent and smoke coming out. when i entered there was a pedestal in the middle with a frog on it. after i walked out, i remember walking up a red neon lit staircase with walls on both sides that lead to an apartment building overlooking the whole city and it was so beautiful and i remember the city looked like the city from the video game stray.

i just posted a few minutes ago about another place i would visit in my dreams when i was using fentanyl (im 5 yrs clean december 20) but i have another one to share. i think i only dreamt this place once or twice but to this day i still remember it somewhat well considering my memory is very shit from drug use but these places i used to go in my dreams just seem so different from my other dreams. it was a big underwater cave system you could swim around in (i didnt feel like i couldn’t breathe but i never surfaced for air or have any sort of oxygen with me) and it was all just a big rave scene with all these flashing colored lights and music. there were areas of the cave that split off to hang out and talk with people. i think i remember people dancing but i dont know if thats right since in the dream i was swimming around since it was underwater.

im going to be 5 years clean from fentanyl in dec but when i used to do it i would have the most intense vivid dreams while i was nodded off. one place i remember frequently visiting in my dreams was a sort of cruise ship (with a weird submarine attatched to the bottom but it was like more sections of the boat?) it had a bunch of younger people prob around the same age as me (18-25) and sometimes i remember i would walk around but all the lights were off, no one was there, not even in the rooms… it kind of felt haunted or abandoned. other times i would see and talk to lots of different people and mostly the boat would just go around different places in the ocean, never docking anywhere except this weird freeway thing just barely coming out of the water. it looped around i think where we would dock and people would get on / off and it seemed endless stretching out and i never saw actual land in these dreams, just the boat with everyone (or sometimes just me)aboard, in a seemingly endless ocean- never any land in sight apart from that weird freeway looking thing. i have a few other places that i visited often in my dreams during that part of my life and maybe ill post about them too but this one was the place i would end up the most.