Screaming in pain
I have had these symptoms for around 6 months, I live in the middle of nowhere and have to travel and wait to see any specialist at all. I'm currently waiting 2 weeks for a call from a surgeon to *maybe* get Botox injected in my butt...how is this my life...But what the hell do I do while I wait? I can stand walk/for maybe an hour total in a day. I can sit for about 5-10 minutes a day. Laying in bed hurts if I'm on my back. I'm in near constant 10/10 pain all day everyday. I scream in pain. A lot. I sob in pain. A lot. I mostly try to sleep because it's the only time I'm not in pain. I have lidocaine cream which does absolutely nothing, ice helps a little, for a little while. I take thc/CBD gummies and that helps a little. Is there anything else I can do? Can I ask my doctor for anything while I wait to see a specialist? I don't know how to handle this pain. Please help.