u/submergedcutlery

Goodbye raincoat.

Top left: Mimi by Jace-san

Top right: SourCherry0990/Sakura

Left: Gideon by SkyeRaccoon7

Right: koyowl

Bottom: me/deniela (spiritofsodor/submergedcutlery/licherallyamenace)

Since one of you decided to post about me in bad faith, with added fatphobia and sexism, now my slop isn't being spoiler tagged... because there isn't a spoiler. And many more occasional drawings to come. Have fun.

Reheated nachos for you because I am becoming unable to draw in a way that looks decent. These are some old doodles, edited slightly and set to music... Now, I'll take this time to talk about why I don't post in the Beano fandom:

1. Harassment on both ends.

I hurt many people and many hurt me. Easy to say, I've distanced myself and gotten better. I am not forgiven but I don't need to be, I just need to keep being better.

2. Mental health/Schizophrenia stigma.

This fandom has a stigma with the mentally ill. I got worse. BE WARNED: mention of sexual assault and substance abuse ahead. >!In 2025, I took a lot of pills of many kinds (sorry, I should have left it vague) in attempts to "meet Walter" and I hallucinated some scary things. Of course, that was after I got sexually assaulted by a date, lost my job, lashed out at former friends and began to lose my "home" (abandoned RV with no food or power) and mind. I was homeless for 3 years, so it hit rock bottom.!< In this fandom, if you are any sort of mentally ill for any reason, people will become so hostile it is genuinely sad. A lot of what happened to me was people thinking my illness was an au for dennis and that i was role-playing (due to my namesake and other illnesses/disabilities/whatever else).

3. Rampant shipcourse. Needless to explain, but i really hate the pro/anti and whatever other bullshit everyone comes up with. I'm not on either side.

4. Sexism issue. A deleted post was a great example. I don't wanna bring that up again.

I can't really think of much else. I got a real life partner who likes trains so he dragged me in, and like... I have a job, i work 40+ hours. Of course I won't want to post Walter. I don't even want to post Thomas. I've been trying to get a little more healthier in my mind, for the sake of myself and others I'm close to. Please refrain from posting bad things about people in the sub in the future, and consider maybe getting a job.

Thanks.

- mod Deniela, the 'big girl' that supposedly neglects Walter for my interest in trains.