u/sui_cide_karungi

Iss baar kalesh mai involve hogyi?

First of all, thank you speaking for me about people not mentioning me in "favorite user" posts. I know you might have felt bad and you basically thought that i felt left out. And sweetheart i love you so much for that. But i always comment on such posts in just masti mazaak. I never really take things serious yr.

My comments like "aaj fir kisi ne mujhe yaad nahi kiya", "🥀".

There is a misunderstanding between two users for me (ladke nahi ladkiya ladegi abh mere liye 😝) anyway jokes apart. But aisa nahi hai yr, mai pagal hu, kuch bhi likh deti... I love when people gives me attention (haan bhai bhuki hu attention ki, bachpan se mili nahi na) pr aise nahi yr tum argue mt kro mere chakkar me 😭

I do not feel left out, even 24 me se 42 ghnte mai reddit pe hi pdi rehti hu, that too in this sub only. I love people here.

Mera un tum likh kr dekhlo, tumhara comment delete na hua toh naam badal dena, maybe that's why nobody mentions my un. Mai khud dusre account se nahi kar pati apne aap ko mention.

So please guys, i love you for speaking up in my support, but my "those" comments are just "masti" and nothing serious.

I'm so sorry. (both the users) 🙇

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 8 days ago

Pyaar ke 2 shabdh... 💗

So i have an author's GC, where some authors actually was giving up on their own plot and was literally planning to write their story according to the readers... I was like - BOOK TUMHARI HAI BRO... READERS KI NAHI!!!!!!

Readers have just chose to read what YOU write according to YOURSELF... On YOUR plot... Stop pleasing readers yrr... Tumhare plot ki band bajh jayegi... Jitna criticism me focus krte ho utna hi tum apni book pe focus kro... Success aaj ya kal mil jayega... Readers ki 2 pal ki khushi ke liye apne saalo ki mehnat barbaad mt kro plots change krke... Even many of my readers have left my book after my "fl mar jayegi" wala spoiler reel...

Aajka gyaan my ME.

Tathastu...! 😍🤚

Goodnight! 🌟✨

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 1 month ago

New Book Ideas!

So i was just listening to music and suddenly and idea pops up in my mind for a new book... (I have 2 ongoing and 1 upcoming and 1 work in progress books btw)

So it's like - 2 people (sworn enemies) goes to their cousin's wedding.. (ML's brother and FL's sister)

And both had crush on their cousin's spouse... (Like ML likes FL's sister and FL like ML's brother) and they both separately plots against their cousins, like drugging them and then replacing them on the wedding mandap...

Accidentally gets married 🙂🤚

(Kya pagal hu mai kuch bhi soch leti hu 😍)

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 1 month ago

Kya likhti hu kuch smjh na aata 🤡

Log likhne se pehle sochte hai or mai likhne ke baad... Btw kaisa hai scene? 😔🖐

u/sui_cide_karungi — 2 months ago

Please Ignore...

Its been three months i've been in this sub, and this place is nothing but bunch of anonymous people (hidden gems) who are literally the best (mods included). Never seen people supporting each other this much...

Before I start my writing journey, i was already a Wattpad reader for like years... And now 10 months in Wattpad as an author... (Somebody on ig posted - Its always the random strangers who will help you... Not even your own family...)

And i can never disagree... My own family, my mother or sister never really supported me... But few random people.

Atp... I am addicted to the people i have on ig and here in this sub.

(Ignore kar dena maine pataa nhi kya kya likh diya... Paglaa gyi mai) 🙂✨

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 2 months ago

Help fir se 😔🙏

Pehle delete krdiya tha... But now please tell does it look like forced comedy?

Context - Krish is a kid and has an innocent kinda crush on his aunt(fl). Here in this scene his uncle(ml) was confessing his feelings to the fl while she was crying thinking she ignored him all along while he had only loved her... So to stop her from crying ml just passes a joke "jaldi bolo mere ghutne dukh rhe." As woh bht der se ghutno pe baitha tha. 🙂🤚

u/sui_cide_karungi — 2 months ago

Books like these exist!?

(Not good at explaining the books)

Book No.1 :- Have you read The Beauty & The Beast? But have you ever thought, What if the FL was crsed? What if the tropes were reversed? Would you still love it?

And what if i tell you the book is about to be published soon?

But the only difference is, this time the person curse'd isn't regretting it?

And the tag lines of books itself says "𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒. 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘... 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛."

Book No. 2 :- Just imagine, you're a thief and steal someone's most precious thing, not for revenge, not for greed, but just for fun. Just to see the other person going crazy over the theft. And thing you stole is something really important for his reputation, cuz he is a public figure, a royalty.

But instead of searching for his stolen treasure, he starts searching for you? Everyone around him believes the thief is a man, but only he know how intim-ate and personal the theft was.

So would you read such books?

(This is not a promotional post, i just want to know if people would love such concepts and tropes or not. Because i am still doubtful with these books. Its just a discussion.)

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 3 months ago

What do i du?

Can someone please tell me what do i do?

I don't feel like writing, haven't updated since two week i guess. And all the readers from my both the ongoing books are literally asking for updates 🥲

And i don't feel like writing (kinda lazy person)

Any tips?

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 3 months ago

New book help!

Going to write a book where FL is Autistic and ML is former drg addct 🥲

Ik i'm taking a big risk but idk why this is not leaving my brain. It's been in my mind for literally 2 months, now i've finally decided to work on it.

Suggest some ASD books and here's the cover i made, tell me if it's okay.

u/sui_cide_karungi — 3 months ago

📚 His Ugly Bride (ff)

There was this fanfiction of Kim Taehyung (V of BTS). His Ugly Bride, idk how i suddenly remembered that story while writing my own. Habe anyone read that book? I don't know where/who the writer is...

But this one book made me hate my own crush... It has Jimin and suga as in negative character, Taehyung as male lead... Who later cheats. And the best part? He was left alone with his child after his wife dies, with guilt. Author did justice to all her characters... She never really justified the male lead's deads like every other author now a days...

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I blushed, giggled, fangirled and even hated Taehyung in this ff... (I am an ARMY)

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 4 months ago

I'm done!

I don't think i cam wait till weekends...

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You know its too much for me at this point. Everytime i create an account for my book edits on Instagram, it gets suspended in no time. I mean why is his happening to most of the Wattpad authors? Three accounts... Got suspended on mine. Can you imagine? Excluding my personal account.

At this point it's difficult to say if someone is deliberately targeting the authors or it's meta. Because after everything happened in Wattpad community, we really can't trust anyone.

I'm not even a famous author with massive followers that people will support me on other social media platforms... They don't even support me on Wattpad, how do i expect anyone to support me anywhere.

I know i shouldn't be crying here. But i really don't know what to do, I'm hopeless atp. It feels like i should stop everything... Years of hardwork just goes is a second, and i basically can't do anything to save my work.

(Sorry to ruin your day with my post)

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 4 months ago

Emotional Exhaustion!

Hey guys...

I just want to ask a question to people who write R scenes... Like don't you guys feel emotionally exhausted or drained?

Actually i was currently writing the main part of my book... I am literally shaking right now, crying so much that my family if concerned for me. But i can't take break coz i am in the flow. If i stop right now, idk if i'll ever be able to write the same scene again. 🤧

After this scene i am definitely uninstalling Wattpad for one month atleast.

The FL is getting R for the second time in my book... And i have to think about both the side, the victims and the R-ist... And it literally exhaust you mentally.

Any solutions to pass this off? 🤧

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 4 months ago

Wanna rant before 12am

So afternoon ko i thought ki chalo yr 1-2 ep dekh leti hu 1 k-drama ke, fir baad me chapter likhugi... Suddenly story itni interesting hogyi ki mai sab bhul gyi... Even dinner karna bhul gyi 😭🤣

Abh 7th episode pe hu... Himmat nahi ho rahi ki abh drama beech me chhor kr likhne baith jau... What do i do now 🤣

Soch rhi drama complete krke likhugi raat bhar 🤔

(Kya zindagi hai by god!) (Yr aap log mere username ko serious mt liya kro, bina piye behek jaati hu mai... Aur aise username lga leti hu)

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 5 months ago

Sleep/Write...

I have to write the next chapter of my book... But i'm feeling sleepy... But i really want to write, because i'm getting amazing scene ideas...

Idk what to do, don't even have coffee atp so i can drink amd write...

Should i note it down and write tomorrow morn or i should write just now...

But i know if i write now, i'll write it because i just HAVE to write... Not because i WANT to write...

Badi duvidha hai... 😭🙏

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u/sui_cide_karungi — 5 months ago