u/sui_cide_karungi

Its been three months i've been in this sub, and this place is nothing but bunch of anonymous people (hidden gems) who are literally the best (mods included). Never seen people supporting each other this much...

Before I start my writing journey, i was already a Wattpad reader for like years... And now 10 months in Wattpad as an author... (Somebody on ig posted - Its always the random strangers who will help you... Not even your own family...)

And i can never disagree... My own family, my mother or sister never really supported me... But few random people.

Atp... I am addicted to the people i have on ig and here in this sub.

(Ignore kar dena maine pataa nhi kya kya likh diya... Paglaa gyi mai) 🙂✨

Hie! =_=

Good to see myself alive after one month of literally hosting my readers.

Does it make me a bad writer? (#·∀·)

(Not good at explaining the books)

Book No.1 :- Have you read The Beauty & The Beast? But have you ever thought, What if the FL was crsed? What if the tropes were reversed? Would you still love it?

And what if i tell you the book is about to be published soon?

But the only difference is, this time the person curse'd isn't regretting it?

And the tag lines of books itself says "𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒. 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘... 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛."

Book No. 2 :- Just imagine, you're a thief and steal someone's most precious thing, not for revenge, not for greed, but just for fun. Just to see the other person going crazy over the theft. And thing you stole is something really important for his reputation, cuz he is a public figure, a royalty.

But instead of searching for his stolen treasure, he starts searching for you? Everyone around him believes the thief is a man, but only he know how intim-ate and personal the theft was.

So would you read such books?

(This is not a promotional post, i just want to know if people would love such concepts and tropes or not. Because i am still doubtful with these books. Its just a discussion.)

Can someone please tell me what do i do?

I don't feel like writing, haven't updated since two week i guess. And all the readers from my both the ongoing books are literally asking for updates 🥲

And i don't feel like writing (kinda lazy person)

Any tips?

There was this fanfiction of Kim Taehyung (V of BTS). His Ugly Bride, idk how i suddenly remembered that story while writing my own. Habe anyone read that book? I don't know where/who the writer is...

But this one book made me hate my own crush... It has Jimin and suga as in negative character, Taehyung as male lead... Who later cheats. And the best part? He was left alone with his child after his wife dies, with guilt. Author did justice to all her characters... She never really justified the male lead's deads like every other author now a days...

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I blushed, giggled, fangirled and even hated Taehyung in this ff... (I am an ARMY)

I don't think i cam wait till weekends...

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You know its too much for me at this point. Everytime i create an account for my book edits on Instagram, it gets suspended in no time. I mean why is his happening to most of the Wattpad authors? Three accounts... Got suspended on mine. Can you imagine? Excluding my personal account.

At this point it's difficult to say if someone is deliberately targeting the authors or it's meta. Because after everything happened in Wattpad community, we really can't trust anyone.

I'm not even a famous author with massive followers that people will support me on other social media platforms... They don't even support me on Wattpad, how do i expect anyone to support me anywhere.

I know i shouldn't be crying here. But i really don't know what to do, I'm hopeless atp. It feels like i should stop everything... Years of hardwork just goes is a second, and i basically can't do anything to save my work.

(Sorry to ruin your day with my post)

Hey guys...

I just want to ask a question to people who write R scenes... Like don't you guys feel emotionally exhausted or drained?

Actually i was currently writing the main part of my book... I am literally shaking right now, crying so much that my family if concerned for me. But i can't take break coz i am in the flow. If i stop right now, idk if i'll ever be able to write the same scene again. 🤧

After this scene i am definitely uninstalling Wattpad for one month atleast.

The FL is getting R for the second time in my book... And i have to think about both the side, the victims and the R-ist... And it literally exhaust you mentally.

Any solutions to pass this off? 🤧

So afternoon ko i thought ki chalo yr 1-2 ep dekh leti hu 1 k-drama ke, fir baad me chapter likhugi... Suddenly story itni interesting hogyi ki mai sab bhul gyi... Even dinner karna bhul gyi 😭🤣

Abh 7th episode pe hu... Himmat nahi ho rahi ki abh drama beech me chhor kr likhne baith jau... What do i do now 🤣

Soch rhi drama complete krke likhugi raat bhar 🤔

(Kya zindagi hai by god!) (Yr aap log mere username ko serious mt liya kro, bina piye behek jaati hu mai... Aur aise username lga leti hu)

I have to write the next chapter of my book... But i'm feeling sleepy... But i really want to write, because i'm getting amazing scene ideas...

Idk what to do, don't even have coffee atp so i can drink amd write...

Should i note it down and write tomorrow morn or i should write just now...

But i know if i write now, i'll write it because i just HAVE to write... Not because i WANT to write...

Badi duvidha hai... 😭🙏

Mujhe toilet me baithe baithe books ke ideas aate hai 😭

Is it normal or abnormal?

Can i promote my YouTube Channel? Actually my account is permanently disabled and now I'm posting my Wattpad reels on YouTube.

👉👈🥺✨

Why readers don't like Normal Male Leads?

Books with no mafia romance tropes stay unread while Mafias, wild animals as pets, toxicity, Red Flag ML, heavy smts, gets millions of views...

What should a writer like me do? Leave all my books and write smts and red flag MLs? Because my ML is a normal middle class man, a neurosurgeon.

Suggest me some good historical dark romance... Plix 🙈 underrated (below 100k reads wala) please.... Because i believe that underrated authors are much better than famous one now a days.

And tell me if anyone is interested in reading these tropes...

Enemies to lovers,

Slow Burn,

angst,

Royal Heir x Theif,

Sexual tension,

Obsessive Love,

Cat & Mouse chase,

Forbidden Attraction,

"I Hate you but i Want you",

chase game,

Dark Romance,

Less Smut but More tensions....!✨

Congratulations guys...!

All my IDs are suspended now, new, old... All!

I know who did it, i just don't want another controversy...

All my hardwork of one year, just vanished... Like literally my frnds, gcs, and readers... Their chats... All gone. Just because i once texted someone you hate? Is that all worth taking down my hard work?

I don't know what to do at this point.

I can't trust promoting myself here as well... Because i know this is where i can loose my Wattpad too.

My audience, my reels... Everything i lost in one night... That person might be happy now.

Congratulations! ✨

You after seeing so many famous author's toxic readers... I don't understand why these authors can't block their readers? I mean, agar mera koi reader jaa ke kahi gali galock kar raha hota toh Krishna ji ki kasam, mai harr platform se block kr deti usko...

I understand you want to protect or take side of your author, but harr chiz ki limit hoti hai. Baat karne ka tarika hota hai, aisa nahi ki jaa ke kisi ke paas bhi gali bak do, isse tunhare surroundings and the way your authors influenced you, yeh pata chalta hai. Toxic readers ke wajah se authors ka naam kharab hota hai. And these readers, i tell you inko koi farak nahi padta...

Just bunch of attention seeking kids!