Vent: backed out of FC last minute and now I regret it
Hi
So I flew to Korea for facial contouring and nose job. I was so excited for the surgery. I have always hated how wide and square my face is and wasnt super happy with my nose either. I had the consultations and paid for the surgeries and once i left the clinic i started having doubts. I have never had a big surgery like this before and maybe that contributed to how i felt. I mentioned to the consultants that i started having doubts and wanted to only cancel the facial contouring( jaw and cheekbone reduction). Honestly i felt like they didnt fully listen to mt concerns and felt like they were kinda pushing for me to go through it which also made me wanna cancel it. And the price was a bit higher than i expected it to be.
The whole reason for travelling there was for the facial contouring as its not done in europe or in my country. And i backed out. Now im home again and regret it so much. I lowkey feel a bit embarressed and now i dont wanna go back to the same clinic for facial contouring. And now im stuck with my wide face for even longer. I feel lost as to what to do - should i book FC with another clinic or just focus on other things. My face is very wide and i was scared of sagging since i dont have the money to get things fixed straight away. I finally had the chance and then backed out like an idiot and still stuck with my ugly face. I was so excited to have a full face transformation after so many years of wanting this. I think going through the septorhinoplasty and buccal fst removal made me realise i could have just done it - since it was only really bad the first 4days and then it was easy.
Just wanted to let out my emotions and vent since i hsve no one to say this too.