[STORY] Str8 Cmate
Okay, so I have this classmate, let's call him A. I have a crush on him and I feel like there might be some tension between us, but I honestly don't know if I'm just overthinking everything.
I've actually been trying to avoid him lately because my friends know I like him and always tease me whenever he's around. So I usually act very neutral/aloof around him.
But there have been a lot of little things that make me wonder.
He has called me "cutie" before and has complimented my looks. When people tease me, he sometimes tells them to stop, and he once noticed that my lips were trembling and told them to stop because I was clearly getting upset.
He also checks on me sometimes. If I'm sitting somewhere quietly, he'll ask if I'm okay, and once he told me not to worry so much and to just focus on studying.
There are also a lot of little proximity things. I've caught him looking at me a few times, and once I caught him watching me while I was reporting and he had this really bright smile on his face.
There was also a time when I came back to my seat and he was sitting near my chair, and another time our chairs ended up beside each other during an activity.
The more physical things are what really confuse me. He gave me a backhug when I was announced as #1 in one of our subjects (he was #2). And recently we were sitting beside each other and his hand brushed against mine at least three times. The weird part is that he could have easily avoided it, but he repeated it.
He also sometimes looks at my crotch, and he's openly made sexual jokes about being curious about male genitals, so I don't know what to make of that either.
There are other random things too, like him seeming to stand up hastily when I stand up just for our paths to cross, or him looking at me and then looking away when I catch him. Maybe all of these are completely innocent and I'm just connecting dots because I like him.
But honestly, I feel like there's some kind of tension between us. I'm usually pretty good at noticing when someone has a crush on me, and sometimes I feel like he's being more obvious than people who actually liked me before.
There is a problem tho
A has had a girlfriend for a long time now.
So now I'm wondering if I'm completely delusional, or if he might actually be attracted to me but is just not doing anything about it.
What do you guys think?