u/thatoneidiot32

I don't have a lot of money as I currently am not in a position to have a job. I do have around $150 to mess around with, but I don't wanna blow it all on a headset. I'm not looking for the best thing ever, I just want something that'll last me a bit and decently comfortable with an okay sound quality. I do play games but im not very competitive. I don't know if I'm asking to much, though. I don't care if it's wireless (preferably not honestly) but I just need something that isn't actively bad. I've been on amazon for an hour and I just haven't found anything in my budget that is rated well whatsoever (on reddit and such)

Currently eyeballing the Turtle Beach Recon Spark (its on a hefty sale over at Amazon rn)

I usually have to deal with $20 ones from walmart that get broken really fast, so I'm not really knowledgeable on stuff like this and I don't want something to break immediately.

Every other night, or around that, I have a dream where I cannot escape it, and usually really bad shit happens. Like I've had sleep paralysis where I dream in the dream, and then I wake up (still in dream) to sleep paralysis to go back to bed.

But this one hurt. I took a nap after I got home and it felt like I was dying constantly, I was actually yelling for help so I could get help and get woken up. I knew it was a dream, and was unable to wake up from it, but it wouldn't happen. I was stuck in this permanent loop of dying and being unable to wake up, in this black void. I also tried to kill myself, by striking myself in the head (unable to do anything else in this void) but it never ended. It felt like I was dying for a solid 24 hours in this dream.

I woke up in the dream, still in the dream, on a call, going "Oops, fell asleep!" then starting crying and went back to sleep into this hellscape AGAIN.

This is kind of reoccurring, as I am always in a dream of a dream, but it never stops. I can't end it. This has happened for years and I just want to quit these dreams.
Sometimes they're graphic, sometimes they're not. Either way, I just want to get to my life and not these dreams that feel like weeks of being unable to do anything about me being in a dream.

I feel trapped by my dreams.