I’m a new grower. Just redid my flower beds in front of my house. (iowa zone 5b) I bought these peonies to plant from walmart and all of the youtube videos I’ve seen, the roots were bigger, juicer looking. These feel so dry. I’m disappointed, is it because I bought them at walmart for $5? Will they do good regardless or should I not bother to plant them and spend a bit of money somewhere else?
I’ve cultivated tens of different psilocybin cubensis and have studied spirituality, consciousness, astral projection, remote viewing, quantum physics, hermetic theory and more for the last 5-6 years. This last year or two I’ve been regulating my nervous system; which has included setting boundaries, closing the doors to connections that no longer serve my soul, deconstructing the ego and focusing on honing my soul and what it seeks, doing yoga, fascia release, emotional regulation and healing my childhood trauma. I may be ready to take the next step in my studies.. obviously for educational purposes only & love to fully immerse myself in learning new things.
-Should I wait until the universe presents me with an opportunity to step into a higher realm, or should I pave my own way and deep dive into learning the process of extraction & synthesis?
-How did you determine you were ready and where did you start? What is your personal favorite media & technique?
-How can I keep things cost effective while simultaneously producing the best quality/results? Any must haves for quality assurance or anything I don’t absolutely NEED?
-Any youtube channels I should check out?