I have a question for this community
I’m very happy to have found this community as someone who has recently discovered the Law of one. My question is if anyone here had a negative psychedelic experience that took on new meaning when looked at through the context of the Ra material? I’d love to share my experience with people here but I’m unsure if the use of psychedelics will be well received.
A second question I have involves self loathing and how this may fit into a positive or negative orientation? For me, I can’t recall a time in my life, even as a child, in which I did not harbor intense feelings of self hatred, despite believing with all my heart I’m following a service to others path. How do others think self loathing fits into the sto path? I’m not sure if I’m able to articulate what I’m thinking in this regard, perhaps it represents the inverse of the sts path? I’m nowhere near done with all of the transcripts yet, nor have I read all the books, I’m just going on the bits I have been exposed to.
I appreciate any insights, and please be kind, as this is all very new to me. Thank you for reading!