u/truthinkr

I cant believe detachment worked 😭 I have been trying to reach her since we broke up about 3 months ago. Since then, i discovered this subreddit and decided to be genuine and truly give it a shot. I really tried hard to work on myself and focus on my own self improvement and i felt so great. I was listening to subs to get back in shape and for better sense of self. I sent her a text a few days ago and before that i had tried on two other separate occasions. I told myself this would be the last time id be reaching out in a long time. 24hrs pass and still nothing. I come to terms that what is meant for me will happen when its going to happen and i genuinely set the intention that i still want this but I am no longer obsessing over it. I go to bed after all that and woke up this morning to about 5 texts from her. We end up calling and it was very intense but sooo productive. We FaceTimed and i went to go pick her up to come back to mine and we’ve been together ever since. She just fell asleep about an hour ago but i really wanted to say im so grateful i found this subreddit! I cant wait to manifest a perfect fulfilling life 😤😤😤

Ive been doing so good but I cracked and ordered some wendys last night i couldn’t resist 😭 i was listening to my subs but didn’t listen for 1 day and that was enough for me to crack UGH but please i need some boosters and anything to keep me on track for the next 8 weeks 😭😭 i want a more built body end result and need to have dedication and discipline for a few weeks but i have such a hard time maintaining the discipline. I do it for a week and then im like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

If you even have saved playlists tht helped you i would be so thankful + advice on how to kick the habit