I want to try fluoxetine. I'm scared to but I can't cope anymore.
I have booked a docs appointment for today to try Fluoxetine. Reason being I have severe PMDD and ADHD and I just feel so depressed and low a lot of the time.
I struggle with being a good parent to my son, a good girlfriend, and i struggle so much at work too. In regards to home life, I am irritable, angry and I feel so sad and overthink absolutely everything to the point where I just don't want to be here. I just want it to end. My brain is always so noisy but it's so much worse before my period. I just feel like I'm ruining everything for everyone and that people would be better off without me. My partner is very supportive but I cause a lot of arguments and he said there is just no room for his emotions.
At work I hate constantly serving customers. It's too much social interaction and I feel so mentally burnt out, and physically because this job has caused physical issues for me. I was at a different job previously and I got on so much better there and was surrounded by people similar to me and there was just so much more support. But where I am now isn't like that. I only changed jobs because we had to move house. Thing is it's so difficult for me to find a good paying job with the right hours and support as a mum.
I just feel so stuck and every month I progressively get worse and out of control before my period, so now all I can think of is to try Fluoxetine as many people have had good experiences with it. I hope I'm one of them because I can't go on like this.