sometimes I just be going about my day then suddenly realise how absolutely insane it is to be anything at all, prompting me to immediately go listen to itaots title track
i was writing notes for an exam and wrote some bullshit like 'beckett reinforces how no matter what socioculturally sets us apart we are all just sapient little hominids walking around doing random ass shit all the time' (evidentially i am breezing this exam) and something about it sent shockwaves into my body, thinking about how im even here at all. like seriously it is so obscene to 'be' i couldnt have said it better myself, i dont even think i need to explain myself we all get it. its a little cool to be something, its a little terrifying, its a little everything, all things just culminate into it being one starkly strange experience. but yeah my flow state instantly halted and i went straight to spotify to listen to that banger.
i couldnt explain or put into words how much i love the album itaots, everything about it is phenomenal to me i actually love jesus christ so fucking much. finished learning entire album on guitar recently, first time picked up in 3 years, powering through the rsi and it was so so worthit.
anyways, does anyone else get really annoyed they cant sing that one part in ghost? i guess i could go an octave lower but its just not the same. jeffs voice is too wonderous, any tips?