Slowly going Hollow.
I’ve always found a deep meaning in the quote “Don’t you dare go hollow,” and I must admit that I’ve reached a point in my life where I’m slowly but constantly declining into what feels like an endless dark abyss. I don’t know what lies down there, but a dark desire for a state of non-existence is slowly devouring me, taking away the sunlight that once always seemed to shine on me.
Colors are fading, thoughts are becoming duller, and I feel numb. Even tears seem crystallized inside of me, unable to fall and wash away this sense of emptiness I carry within.
I chose to talk about myself without using medical terminology, even though I know exactly what my diagnoses are.
I truly hope you all can keep finding joy in your lives.
Don’t you dare go hollow.
I’ll try my best not to.