u/wandapietro

I had no idea tv show time was ending. Opened my app yesterday and everything was just gone! Lowkey I’m devastated RIP all my show data…

I don’t know about anybody else but lube burns the shit out of me. I’ve started using dilators again pretty regularly and half the pain just comes from the lube itself. It’s like this scratchy burning feeling and it’s awful.

In the beginning I was using lube life which HURT so I switched to the Good Clean Love Bio Nude. It stings a lot yes but there’s still pain. Usually it’s manageable but over the past week it BURNS. Not sure if my pH is off right now or what.

Does anybody have the same problem and if so what do you use?

Another bummer post sorry.

I just feel so heartbroken that this is my life. I’ve tried everything. Pelvic floor therapy, dilators, estrogen and testosterone cream, gabapentin, Amitriptyline, Baclofen. I even joined a random clinical trial just on the off chance i could get something to help. I have a surgery consultation in August to see if I can get some tissue removed and there’s not even a guarantee that will help.

I go through periods where I'm like it is what it is and I'm fine and then I’ll read a romance book or something and get reminded of all the things i can’t have and start to cry.

It’s just really hard to accept that I’ll probably be this way forever and there’s nothing I can do about it. Very close to giving up.