I accidentally found my muse today, and I’m losing my mind a little bit.
I found my muse completely by accident, and I’m sitting here feeling so overwhelmed yaar.
So, about a year ago, I went on a trip to Manali with a group of friends. There was this girl in the group, with whom I've never talked before. The first time I noticed her, she just had this incredibly gentle, soft-spoken presence. Her voice is what drew me in first, soft and airy, I don't know how to describe it... it's like silk, if I could describe the texture of her voice.
Mujhe uspar bohot heavy crush tha, and honestly, I’ve never really crushed on anyone like that before. She has tattoos (total turn on for me) and during those entire five days, we barely exchanged a single word. Bas door se hi dekha.
Eventually, the trip ended and I almost forgot about her. But fast forward to today: she randomly came over to my place with a mutual friend for some xyz reason. The second I saw her walk in, it hit me like a lightning strike. She is my muse.
For the past few months, without even consciously realizing it, the art I create carries her exact soul. I thought I was just imagining this ideal presence out of thin air, but my subconscious had actually been protecting her energy this entire time.
When she was leaving today, she smiled and her smile is just so infectious, wahi purani waali. And I'm not even LOVE with her, I love the atmosphere arround her...... maybe.
Anyways I just needed to share this somewhere because it feels like a total reality glitch.