MD trip w/o taking any
Last night/this morning I experienced an overwhelming feeling of ecstasy (similar to my past experiences of MDMA) in an almost dreamlike state.
Please note I haven’t taken any MD in nearly two years or so… although there was a COUPLE points in time where I had ingested too much. At one point I even thought I had contracted Serotonin Syndrome. The brain zaps were relentless and would occur often from just slightly overthinking trivial matters for a few days straight.
Late last night I partook in a couple 24oz (%8) Smirnoffs then later a few hydrocodone. Dangerous, I know, even with my tolerance levels. The night went by pretty smooth played this new arcade game Marvel Cosmic Rivals and watched a couple movies.
After/during the second movie I ate a bit then put a third movie on. It was a sci-fi movie. The previous two were horror films cause I’ve just been in the mood to watch those lately, but during the third movie is when the feeling began to come over me.
I’ve felt this feeling a COUPLE times in the past. So I kind of had an idea of how it worked… it was 3-4am or so and I lay comfortably, completely still. My body begins to numb itself slowly (I think it started from my center) then next is my mind (or head) after remaining still for long enough AND focusing/channeling this feeling in my mind that slowly begins to feel like the ecstasy feeling for-mentioned takes over.
BUT this feeling would somewhat start to reset itself if I shifted around too much. Not to mention it started to feel distorted and kind of trippy if I insisted on focusing too long OR EVEN incorrectly.
It DEFINITELY reminded me of my previous experiences with MD (minus the lovey dovey parts and exposing your vulnerabilities).
The only negative parts of this were of course the substances ingested, and the kind of trippy and slightly questionable feelings I came across two or three times.