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Hello, everyone. I like the Metal Gear series of games.

I just beat Ground Zeroes and I thought it was short but really fun. I was just wondering about the trailer at the end? Is this another Hideo project? Looks like a metal gear game but idk can someone help out?

Trigger warnings in-case the tag is messing up (on Mobile Browser and it has been messing up)

Gore, death, human trafficking, implied sexual assault, suicide.

I'm gonna list some of the more notable ones here. If I remember some more or if anyone's interested to hear more, I'll add it.

I also apologize for typos/mess-ups. I tear up when I right about this stuff.

• Earliest I can name (probably around 6 years old). I had a nightmare where I woke up, looked my hand and saw a huge cut with blood all over my palm. I ran to the door and tried to open it. I kept banging and it wouldn't open. I woke up, again and saw the same thing. Again, I ran and banged on the door. I kept "waking up" dozens of times until I actually woke up. I saw nothing but still instinctively ran to the door and cried to my mom. A nightmare like this never happened again. It was strangely real and 1:1 for a dream so early in my life. I heard that dreams don't start getting realistic until your 20's.
• Around the same time. Also happened another time when I was older, I don't remember when: I had a nightmare that's stuck with me because of how weird it was. It didn't have any real visible death. I remember it starting with me being in the backseat, as a sort of camera, watching 2 people driving. I don't think it was family, and I don't remember much of that part, apart from the car driving on a road on the side of a mountain. It suddenly cut to black, then I heard some kid saying something like, "Mom is dead," with a girl replying, "No." I think the two memorable parts is what the kid said and the voices sounding like Sid and his sister from Toy Story lol. Before anyone says anything, my mom was in no danger or had any issue during this time, nor was I worried about my mom. I don't think this nightmare had any meaning or some kind of "greater purpose". Second time it happened, I can't remember any reason why it happened. Just happened.
• Sometime around this first time, twice after: This dream I don't want to get into too much because it freaks me out, and each time I talk about it, it happens. I remember walking into an alleyway, seeing a girl hunched over (I think she was audibly crying), asking her if she was okay, then I get a jump scare like one of those 2000s jump scare games. Happened later on. Same type of thing.
• No clue when it first happened but I know it's happened twice, with the second time happening when I was 15: had a dream I was in my grandpas truck. We got back from something and he was somewhat upset. On the ride, the truck flips over for no reason. He can't get out and I can't save him. There's smoke coming from the truck and I have to run out. I think he was yelling for me to save him, but I couldn't and felt really bad, but I couldn't let myself die. The truck starts catching on fire and he starts screaming, then the truck explodes and I run away back to my house. I tell my family and they shrug it off. Second time it happened, it was the exact same.
• Around 12: can't say much about this nightmare because it's weirder and not as memorable. I saw Freddy Fazbear (yes, like FNaF) in my house, I somewhat realized I was dreaming. I figured out that I can make my dreams end by just killing myself in the dream. I kept running at him, but it just reset me back to my bed. But he would keep getting closer to my bedroom door each time I died. Eventually he got to the doorway and it ended.

There's definitely some in between that I can't think of. I'm very paranoid and have audio hallucinations so writing this has me getting really weird, so I'm gonna have to come back tomorrow if I remember something.

• Sex slave auction at a mall (last year): I had a bad dream where I and many others were naked and in a closed mall or huge shopping store. The lights were all on, but had a blinding glow. We were in a crate and then released. That's when a group of men started chasing us, very happy. I kept running and saw 2 people get tackled. At some point a man had caught me. The dream turned into me being in an auction and ended there. My girlfriend woke me up and I freaked out. I feel really bad about it because I shoved her away and kept screaming for 2 minutes until she did something to calm me down. I usually have problems with waking up like that, where I just start losing my shit and yelling at people. I think I've accidentally hit her doing it because I didn't know who she was. I still feel really bad about it, and I'm glad she understood and forgave me.
• First sleep paralysis (a few months ago): I never really had sleep paralysis. I've had a few moments close to it, but not exactly. I woke up looking at my closet. My room was dark, but I could still see like I had some kind of night vision. I remember trying to shake myself. I kept panicking and screamed as soon as I woke up. I think I woke up my grandpa, but he seemed really understanding about what happened when I told him.
• Second sleep paralysis (the day after): I was laying on my stomach and saw a hand grow out from under the bed. It went back under. I woke up in the same position and looked, saw nothing.

I'm gonna come back tomorrow and add more if I remember and feel comfortable. It's 12:56 A.M. at this time so I'm getting weird about this.

Sorry if this comes off as a creepypasta or some weird bullshit stories. Also sorry if I violated some hidden rules of the subreddit. I just want to share my nightmares for someone who wants to hear it or maybe some feedback.