u/yourfavferret

Okay, sooo, I am Christian, and, to put it shortly, I always feel guilty after I masturbate. I don't care when I'm doing it, but when I finish, the good feeling automatically falls into guilt, because I feel like God is disappointed in me after I do it, and it always makes me feel really bad. But I can't really stop myself. Should I ignore these feelings or is it there for a better reason???

For the past few weeks, I noticed I've been really upset just a few days before my period starts. I can start crying at any moment or get mad. I say stuff that I don't mean and regret it later. Is there a way to fix it?

For a few months now I've been getting really irritated by even the smallest inconveniences, yelling at people just because they bothered me a bit and I guess that I just became less welcoming. I've also kinda been struggling with my friends at school because they think I'm too rude, but I don't really know how to fix it. I feel guilty about it. I end up crying myself to sleep sometimes just thinking about how I spent my day frustrated with everyone. Is it just part of puberty? Is there something I can do to fix it? :(

So, this has only happened for June until now. The rest of my periods since I started at 8 were all fine. Around the 13th of June I got my period, it was normal and a normal amount of blood came out. But even since my period ended on the 18th, I've been seeing small spots of blood in my underwear and when I wipe. Sometimes it's more than just spotting and there are also a few blood clots that come out every now and then. Is it okay? I haven't told my parents yet because it didn't seem like a big problem. Is there a way to stop it?