
lol ts cannot be real
this might be seem incredibly dramatic but i hope you guys will let me vent for a bit. i feel like i have failed on all fronts. i got rejected from ucl a month ago and basically lost my chance at studying in london completely. i just feel so defeated i cant even bring myself to cry anymore. it all feels just so, so unfair. i did the best i could, but my best wasn’t enough. when i got predicted a 43 and got 30 in lnat, i felt over the moon. i thought i could finally make it. but oh boy was i wrong. i don’t know what i’m gonna do anymore. gap year? do foundation year? do i settle for a uni in which i will most definitely be unhappy? i feel like i have failed to live up to the expectations i have set for myself. i’m so disappointed. i just want to give up lmao