job lied to me
im not sure if im using the right flare... if im not, please correct me. for context, i was on SSI and was transferred to the DAC SSDI program halfway thru my job time. i dont know if that affects anything.
so, i worked at tjmaxx for about 8 months. when i was hired i reported it to the ssa office immediately, and i was diligent in providing my paystubs. i tried to quit via phone due to my mental health worsening, and my manager convinced me to do the 2 weeks so i would be rehireable. i realized i could not do the 2 weeks, i was having panic attacks and crying and even considering going inpatient because of how i felt. so i left the store manager a text saying i couldnt because of my mental health on may 7th. he never replied, but i took it as a done deal. i should not have done that.
august 1st he sends me a text, saying he never removed me from the system so i could have a "second chance when i wanted" mind you he never told me that, so i was in the system getting 0.00 dollar paychecks for months.
i told him to give me some time to think, because i wasnt sure if i wanted to do that again, and i would need to figure out what to even say to the ssa office. i turned him down last sunday. he still did not remove me from his system. according to my dad, who worked at tjmaxx for over 10 years before retiring, he gets retention rate bonuses from corporate.
i ended up going into the workday app and finding a resignation area that i didnt know about, and 3 hours after submitting it i was listed as terminated.
i dont know what to do because when i quit i reported my quit date to the ssa office as may 11th (the first shift of the week, which i did not attend) so i technically lied unintentionally, and im scared of that counting against me, especially because i applied for food stamps 2x and was denied bc i couldnt provide paystubs that, in my mind, didnt exist. now i know why that happened, i guess...
i have really extreme anxiety, im autistic, i dont know what to say when i call back. i dont want to be penalized for this... and if they ask for the 0.00 dollar paychecks, i cant provide them, because i forgot to download them before submitting my resignation, and the workday app locks you out when you quit.