r/AEWWEMBLEYFUCKICE

Hello there soon to be ex NHS colleagues! Last time I was on I got a rather nasty telling off from one or two Cambridge alumni that I didn’t attach anything of previous comments, so ta da, said previous article attached for all to see above! Anyway my adventures at a certain large trust in the north of England (Allegedly enjoy Marching, especially when they are together) are officially coming to an end as of next week, with one shiny resignation letter to be sent to Death Star HQ a week on Friday, please excuse the sarcasm but I really am at non caring stage at this juncture! So in a re cap of the attached basically I was told I was being told to go on, essentially gardening leave, after a couple years worth of abuse, one GAD diagnosis, anxiety, panic attacks, a work influenced sleep apnea disorder and several physical injuries, two of which led to feinting spells in which I very nearly smacked my head against medical equipment whilst working on my own. Anyway a six month absence, and a supporting performance later, as well as grievance against the parties concerned resulted in me being the one up for an informal, then a formal hearing which basically is more than likely to result in termination….presumably because I hadn’t incurred enough injuries and mental afflictions? 🤷‍♀️ The long and short of it folks is I will be resigning, and as mentioned before starting my own online sellers platform, something which fortunately I have been working on/preparing for for over a decade as I knew that this day was likely to come sadly. There are others out there who are not as fortunate to go into something immediately as I am however, and that is rather the point really. I no longer wish to work for the NHS, due to the fact that I have been hounded out of a role by careerists and loathsome individuals who couldn’t care less about the needs of the people in the city I live in, as opposed to their own frankly undeserved bank balances and social statuses. At this point not only would I not return to that kind of toxic environment, I have little choice but to avoid it due to wanting to retain my sanity, health and my physical wellbeing. Yes I have consulted HR, management, unions, speak up etc and I have basically been offered nothing by way of support, nor was my grievance (Apologies resolution 🙄) taken seriously in any way shape or form. It is a big decision that I have taken, but now that I am ninety five per cent out, my overriding emotion is neither fear, hatred or sadness, it is purely one of utter relief. And the fact that I am relieved to be departing an institution that, allegedly, has a set of values (Or “Ways” apparently!) that concentrate on fairness and support of staff and parents really is quite damming! Again as previously, thanks to all who offered support and advice, thanks to my team, and thanks to everyone who actually try to better the NHS in the face of toxic management up and down the country; I wish you well, but it is no longer something I wish to put myself through nor my twelve year old son, someone I want to have a dad for the next several decades, not reading a eulogy for. If anyone is going through anything similar, please PLEASE do not do what I did and try and run through brick walls, with the physical and mental health difficulties I have now been furnished with, a prescription to sertraline and propanol to control my panic attacks and my mental health, I can truly say it really is not worth your life. Good luck everyone in the NHS, and thank you for keeping us all safe. YNWA

There is just no one like this woman!