r/Autosexuality

So, I am a trans girl, despite a mountain of imposter syndrome, I confirm that. I want to be a girl always.
But my sexual orientation is a mystery. I recently found out that I am romantically attracted to men. I am sexually aroused by femininity but I am not attracted, I want to embody it. For a long time I feared I am just autogynephilic, but no. I want to be a girl at all times regardless of my libido. What do you think I am ?

As the title says.

I couldn't have written such a post a year ago because I felt so much shame for liking to look at myself in the mirror. Tbh, i was curious about guys as a teen and well, i'm a guy so... the mirror gave me my first intimate look at a guy and i liked it. I still keep it to myself except for here. How liberating.thks everyone.

Just wondering if I'm in the right place to share about my autosexual practices and pleasures

have you read or heard about any good book about autosexuality?

can be fictional, philosophy, psychology or any sorta novel that brings or flerts with autosexuality...