UK - smear test results high grade dyskaryosis/?invasive squamous carcinoma WORRIED SICK…. SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE SOME REASSURANCE
hi.
backstory I had a smear in December last year which came back as high grade dyskariosis, had loop biopsy under spinal anaesthesia as my cervix is hard to get too and posterior.
results came back as CIN2 in march 26” but then received a letter in July to say that the sample was taken in 2 pieces and was shallow I already had follow up colp booked in for October 26” so they brought it forward a month and I went on the 22nd sept last month.
at colp she said everything looked fine and she’d do my smear while I was here.
results were back in 8 days!!!! high grade dyskariosis again & then a question mark against invasive squamous carcinoma… I seen the results on my nhs app. Also high risk hpv don’t know which one it’s never ever said on the report.
I’ve spoke to a nurse from colp who said cytology and histology is totally different and it may not even be this but they are questioning it because the cells looked different… it’s not a diagnosis and won’t be until there’s a sample…. however I’m now not booked in to see a consultant until the 22nd of October, I have a scan this coming Wednesday 7th October. which is an ultrasound to check womb etc… this is normal procedure. However I’m scared to have the scan incase they find something.
i cant stop worrying, I can’t eat, I’m not sleeping properly due to a tooth abscess to start with, everything is going through my mind I’m so so so scared for my life right now I have a 16 year old SEN daughter who only has me (she doesn’t know anything). all I can think of is the worst that I definitely have it and that it’s spread and that I’m going to d**!!!! I’m petrified.
please someone tell me they’ve had this result and this turned out not to be the case and all was okay…
the nurse also did say that if it is that it’ll of been caught early.
please give me your good stories I’d really appreciate it, nothing prepares you for this in life and one thing I’m petrified of is not being here anymore. I’ve cried, I’ve shaken with anxiety, I’ve made myself sick, I can’t even put food in my mouth. I know I’m probably overreacting.