How do I deal with this?
Hi, so I finallyyy got my own space. Since college kasi I’ve been wanting to live alone kaso my parents were adamant about it. They would always dismiss the idea every time I bring it up. Pero ngayon I finally decided to get an apartment and they were surprisingly supportive. A little context about me: F27, single. Independent. I basically do everything by myself and I enjoy every bit of it. I do solo trips and dates a lot so this isn’t uncommon for me. I’m so used to being alone talaga.
However when I got my apartment and moved in, parang I felt sad and confused if I made the right decision. I mean, I’ve always wanted this diba, so how come when it’s here na parang I don’t want to do it anymore….? I already bought so much stuff and eto na talaga. Maybe I’m just scared kasi sa economy ngayon na very expensive na ang lahat natatakot ako sa future expenses? Idkk. I earn really well naman and sarili and cats ko lang binubuhay ko. Or maybe parang natakot din ako sa place kasi unfamiliar pa siya? Iddkkk huh