r/Malaysia_Crypto

I dont have anywhere to say this so ill just post it here.

Today is my lowest of points, i never thought I would get here. After stealing money from my parents to trade only to lose it all and and borrowed money from friends to trade only to lose it all again.

My dad in tears wondering how I can be so stupid is bailing me out.

At my peak I made 500k and i didnt pay back a single loan. Instead I lost it all trying to chase this dream

I lost all my family trust, i tried killing myself but I was too weak to move on.

I dont really know where to go from here. But i know for a fact this is my ultimate rock bottom.