r/MiddleSchoolStudents

Last year i was the most unliked student, had horrible grades, zero hygeine, obsessed with talking with ai chatbots for some reason, and my friends alwaysmade fun of me. And my parents were supe rstrict where it turned into a cat and mouse gamesince they put many restrictions on my labtop and i stole alot of there electronics and hacked into them using ai, but they always und out and it kept getting worse, and i had this shiny object syndrone like i wanted to be a fouder but i got my ideas from ai and had some of my own, but like its hard to explain what i was going through i wnated to build one hundred million dolar companies thinking it was easy but like and the i never built anything due to SOS, thats why i was addicted to chatbots. That was 6th grade, and i understand it was a huge transition form 5th grade, where homework was upresent. But this summer, i changed all of that, finally brushed my teeth for 2 months straight, learned how to code python, and i have all a+ this year, and my friends sorta like me now. And yes, a girl had an intense crush on me, she is also 12 in same grade. We both go to a private school. What i would like you to get out of this post is that people can change faster then you think of, even the laziest people youd least expect. And second of all, what should i do cuz i kind like her, im tall skinny and white and she is jamaican, just to give you context. But we live in Texas. So like what should i do. Oh and i even see her in grouo chats with her and my friends that were explicitely made to try to get me, from advice from my friends, i feel uplifted, but this i quite intense. Oh and yes i have fantasies with her, and i think that is like the only reason but it may be a bad reason to why i should "date" her. Sorry if this paragraph is unorganized i jut have a very different writing style. I wrote the backstory to also give you some context.

My family is debating whether or not I should switch schools rn, and the school I would be transferring to is better in basically every aspect, except that it's across town and I would have to take a bus. I don't know anyone IRL who can give me a first hand account so I came to reddit lol. All opinions are valuable PLEASE

I asked a girl if she wanted to date I thought the worst she could say is no but she kicked me in the balls and called me a bitch like wtf

everyone is always getting into fights all the time, like every time I walk to lunch some kid is fighting another kid and I accidentally get slammed into a locker, the kid looks at me, thens walks away.

I have some friend's, none of them are loyal, one of my friend's is always yelling at me and it competitive about everything even asks how much money I have, and always wants to win arguments she didn't even win, like why does it matter?

I am sick of being slammed into lockers , I just wish everything would be like elementary school, fights were less big then

my second year of middle school (7th Grade) and things have just gotten worse 😩

I don't get why its like this, I mean I know we are all almost teens, but how immature kids are is crazy

Just makes my anxiety and depression worse

i often feel like the loneliest person in my class. everyone else has this distinct social group that they have been in for years and its been like this since first grade, now im eighth grade and still i feel so terribly lonely. i dont know whats wrong with me. i dont know if its because im so hideous that people dont want to interact with me or if its because my personality is weird. my mom advised me to ask them to go out but im too shy and i think it would be awkward of me to even ask. im just so sad. i wanted to ask if anyone feels the same or if anyone has any advice because i just feel so lost.