r/Premonition

Not just psychics but everybody seems to be bracing for doom and that we should start storing food and water and prep bc SHTF. Psychics are saying we are in a “timeline shift” and that we are all gonna plot in to different timelines, and shit like the poles are gonna shift which will lead to natural disasters, nefarious dystopian future and all that. Me myself have been getting some heebie jeebies and with learning about what’s currently going on in the world and what’s unfolding, I’m starting to get freaked out. Anyway I need my mind put to rest because my OCD and anxiety is through the roof and it’s really distressing.

I’m posting on here cus I’m actually so scared and superstitious.
It’s Monday 12:40am, my boyfriend and I just left our local mall after watching “Obsession”. Spooky movie btw.
On our way home, we got stuck at a light to turn left on to the expressway. All the lights kept turning green except for ours even though there was no other cars in sight. My boyfriend got impatient and decided to change lanes to go straight so hopefully we would catch a green light. We got the green light rather quickly and he went straight and did a U turn to go where we were going. As soon as he turned back on to the road, I saw a blue light fall from the sky. I said “OH MY GOD DID U SEE THAT LIGHT” my heart literally stopped. I’ve seen many lights shoot across the sky or down the sky before but this one looked different. They’re usually reddish but this one was blue. Weird, but whatever… he sort of dismissed it because he didn’t see it.
Literally not 30 seconds pass and we come across some blocked lanes due to road work. In the blocked lanes, we see two big black dogs just standing there. MIND YOU no one’s around, no other cars, just two big black dogs standing there. We thought they were statues at first because they both looked identical but as we passed them, we saw them move their heads around. What are two big black dogs doing in the middle of an expressway at 12:50AM.
I’m legit so scared, what an odd sequence of events.
Can someone tell me if I’m being crazy or if this means anything?

Storytime

I always have dreams before things happen.

Like, I saw someone cheating on my dreams and they did in real life.

I dreamt of a pregnancy and my sister was pregnant

When I see monkey in my dream someone dies

I saw someone very sad in my dream and I contacted that person the very next, they were really going through something and were sad.

The most craziest yet, Delhi bomb blast in India. A month before I had a dream, I was running on the streets of Delhi scared. In my dreams some part of Delhi was caught in fire. I saw cars lit up and burning. When I woke up I searched Google for fire incidents in Delhi but couldn't find any. I brushed it off. But after a month I saw this actually takes place and the fact that a bomb was put inside a car to explode. This all made me very scared. I don't even get to decide what my dreams show me. Is it normal?

So this is a baby/alt account in case people know my main.

I've had a few premonitions of death in my life that have come true and more recently I keep having these thoughts my husband will die. But it's been a while since they started and part of me is wondering when it will happen if it's going to or will I be plagued with these thoughts. I'm getting to the point they annoy me more than anything and I'm questioning if this is something I'm wishing, or is it truly a premonition.

Is there anything I can do to figure this out?