r/Sia

I get such an overwhelming feeling of dread every-time I listen to this song, the vibe is so unsettling. I’m so sad Sia moved away from this state of mind, this is such a deeply personal and moving piece.
Unlike other sad songs like Breathe Me, the song does not ask for help, or to “hold me”. She wishes to die. She sits in a state of empty, uninspired isolation.

There is no will to fight, the song ends with, “I hope to die”.

While Colour The Small One is an insanely personal album with deeply intimate moments, this is the standout track for me.

I’m not talking about “Dressed In Black” or “I Forgive You”. I’m talking about DEEP, RAW cuts, songs that you are convinced only you know and that NOBODY else talks about.