Humiliationship
So i’ve been friends with/talking to this guy since December we’ve been texting daily as friends and all but I’ve always liked him as more than friends about 3 months ago we started getting physical (i was the one who tried holding his hand at first ) but it’s because he started wanting to hangout anyways one day we went to his place and we made out that day after that i got confused but we did it again and again till it got more intense (mind you he said he didn’t date and that all he wanted was casual) after that we had seggs(it was my first time) and the second time it happened he went in raw without asking me and didn’t want to wear a condom afterwards And i stupidly let him and till now he doesn’t want that but the last time we did it he went overboard during it he spit in my mouth and he slapped me and he left bruises on me and it was too much for me and I don’t even know if that is normal i’m really no expert in this idk what to think or what to feel when it comes to him i feel like a doll and i have no opinion be honest how busted am i ? Mind you he drove 1h in a half just so he could sleep with me and drove back I’m going crazy