Anxiety after gifting someone some of my frankincense myrrh incense.

So I'm already weary because I think that I broke a love spell from him once already. I'm also going through PTSD and didn't know how to chalk that up. Also, a lot of the "symptoms" I had ended up being explained.

I feel severe anxiety that he has something of mine now that I gave it to him, and even more anxiety that I let him in my house. I really wonder if he's an undercover warlock. Now I'm searching for ways to protect myself in case he uses those incense against me. He used the bathroom and now I almost feel like my apt is contaminated spiritually. Known him for 15 yrs, dates for 5yrs 10 years ago. I'm not sure if he's just a spy a warlock both or if I just have PTSD.

Over the last few months, I have had problems down below. Vaginal atrophy, fibroids, etc. Around the time the doctors were getting me ready to remove what turned out to a hemangioblastoma in my cerebellum, I had a bad infection in my vagina that had to be cleared up first And the doctors discovered my wall is thickening up.

I am now home recovering from brain surgery and my uterus is going to get a biopsy in a few weeks. Not any sooner because of the other surgery being just a few days ago.

A pre surgery PET CT showed no active cancer in my body but between the fibroids and the bleeding and the swelling, I just want this thing out.

Sigh. I think I am just venting right now. I started bleeding again after surgery after they gave me a post surgery injection to prevent bloodclots. Luckily it is tapering off.

Sadly I know they will have to wait till I am more healed from the first surgery to do a hysterectomy.

I may be venting but does anyone has dealed with a thickening wall during menopause, have insight to other treatments they might do before a hysterectomy since they will likely push it out a few months or more? I can't do a IUD treatment however. Learned when I was younger I have a heart shaped uterus. It's almost two separate ones.

Oh and I did send a message to my OB/GYN and the hospital that did the brain surgery did too. Right now I am just waiting for them to reply and thought I would inquire here.

We separated just after engagement
I have Been with my man for 2yrs,we got engaged and we both got nightmares just after our engagement,few days after that we started getting misunderstandings that couldn’t be solved tho they were very small,the misunderstandings led to him pulling back and got cold and mean to me.After that he started saying he’s not sure about us maybe he rushed,and he think we need space,it was very hurtful because we both love each-other.So I tried to cleanse tho I couldn’t cleanse him since he had left and went back to his country.
He really become distant and time went on..he removed everything we shared,even told me to abort the pregnancy I have..So I tried the road opener and honey jar..it’s working but he keep saying “I love you but something is telling me to disconnect i don’t know what is it” we both love each other and our relationship has been perfect till the engagement.
I need help what can I do ??