r/Spiritualchills

Give me spritual insight on this please

So basically my family in the uk we was just watching this old wedding video which was filmed in Pakistan which is about 20 years old and that video was taken in some old house which is my great relatives who lived there and were involved in magic and abit of spritual stuff but never mind that.

It looked like happy wedding video. The Time is midnight. All of sudden someone knocks on our door never happened in 50 years of my life. We go to the guy what do you want he replied “I’m your neighbour”. I go to get out of here cause he seemed dodgy but same time he didn’t seem mentally well like he was on something. I opened upstairs window and said to him I’m phone the police he goes I’m your neighbour and lives down then left. I go what do you want. He replied I’ve had “no electric past 2 days”. I go I’m phoning police get out of here. He walked off

we checked cameras after he just walked up past our house and then turned automatically straight into the drive and walked down and knocked on our door. He had no hoodie on just a blue jacket but seem very odd.

When I’ve come back into the room after he’s gone the tv was paused on 4 people from the wedding video 3 of which are alive and one who is my deceased grandad

This never happened before and I truly feel it had a link to what we were watching because there has been a lot of negativity between family relatives in my lifetime and coincidentally stuff similar to this happened. So what insight could someone give me

I’m curious about what other people are doing daily or whenever they’re feeling down, to get awareness back to their inner being. What brings you back to your soul?

I think that we can all learn something from each other!

Last night I had the scariest most terrifying dream I’ve ever had. It was me, my bf, and my daughter. We were in a restaurant getting food and all of a sudden someone came in and started shooting. Everyone ran and when I went to look for my daughter she was killed. I was in the dream breaking down screaming crying and woke up the exact way. Face soaked with tears whole body shaking and couldn’t breathe. I woke up with nothing but FEAR in my heart. I’ve never ever even with real life experiences ever felt a pure genuine deep feeling of fear the way I did when I woke up. I looked at the time and it was 3:09 am. My bf woke up trying to calm me down the best he could but I couldn’t for the life of me get this feeling of pure fear out of my heart. I’m just literally terrified right, so I’m sitting up just trying to calm down and nothing is working. I’m looking around the room to find some to root myself with back onto this plane you know something to bring my feelings back into reality. As I’m looking around crying hyperventilating I see in my closet these 2 red lights. Not like a light light but it looked like my bfs beam on his gun. Like 2 red dots or orbs just floating. I closed my eyes as fast as I could and started praying and praying and praying. Praying over me my mind my bf and daughters mind for protection begging god to protect us until I fell asleep. I couldn’t even bring myself to open my eyes I was so terrified. I’ve told my bf fairly recently I’ve always felt like there was something heavy following me my whole life. I always felt I was super sensitive to spiritual stuff and I’m a very spiritual aware person today, but next in my entire fucking life have I experienced something so fucking terrifying the way I did last night. Maybe it was nothing maybe it was something. To add onto that earlier that day I was joking with my bf about the cat playing with my daughter’s hamster that passed because he was swatting and trying to like mess with something I just couldn’t see. But idk if I’m going crazy by connecting the 2 but my bfs cat and mine absolutely would not come in the room last night while I was up. One was actually walking back and fourth from my room door to the living room but not coming into the room.

Maybe someone can help me figure what’s going on or send me the right way as to what I can do research wise. Last night was not normal at all. And I’m terrified that something tried to attack me more than it was just a bad dream, I’ve had bad dreams before. Never anything like that and never anything that made me feel the way I did last night. Also to add when I was really young my grandma told me a story about my dad at 5/6 years old seeing the same exact red light thing but they always described it as red eyes not orbs.

Hey I'm Lilith and for context im a clairvoyant, recently I've been seeing this "being" he is probably 6/7 feet tall and fully flesh, I mean no facial features apart from small portions where features should be and no fingers or toes

I've been seeing him in my dreams and in person but in my sleep the other day he came to me and told me I shouldn't be here and that I need to go home.

I decided to get my Alice box out earlier and it explained mg nightmare in thurough detail and as soon as that happened I got a stabbing pain under my left rib that went all the way to my stomach and then I felt like I was being choked, low and behold I threw up violently has anyone ever experienced this man and what do I do?

i finally put how i feel into words last night and i was interested in seeing if anyone else has had a similar experience before in some way or another. i was in a state of a sort of aware meditation and could put the words together perfectly without even having to think about if it made any sense or what words to use and it was almost like i could see it in my head while still being fully aware of my body and typing obviously and i could feel everything but in a true state of what i can only describe as “me” if that resonates with anyone at all. i’ll copy and paste what i wrote here, please share your stories! :
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i do feel everything i think SO much deeper than other people like i feel heartbreak to the point it hurts and i feel happiness to the point where hangouts with friends are ab and cheek workouts and i feel sadness to the point that everything in me fades and i feel love so incredibly deeply it makes me feel high and my skin is sensitive and my vision is too and loud noises bother me to an extreme and i can hear pretty well and i can see pretty well and i have stomach problems and circulation problems and sensory issues and my skin reacts to everything and my nervous system does too

i think maybe i am “too” me. i think i have just finally hit a shocking level of awareness in myself and so many parts of me that i am resistant to anything that doesn’t feel like me. not that i am like a superhero or whatever i can’t prevent it but if it comes and i feel like it isnt reflective of something i want to see or be or doesn’t bring me any joy or connection or benefit emotionally or physically i have just chosen to remove it from my life completely and remain peaceful by mourning the loss and continuing the journey of filling my life with what i want and i want happiness and meaning and purpose duh. but i have become so extremely sensitive and aware of every part of me good or bad that i think its completely changed my life and maybe my skin is reflecting that too. my whole body is doing it, i stopped caring about what i looked like and chased what i felt for just a little while and my hair wont hold any sort of color and chooses to be some weird combination of everything despite my efforts and i think its worked in my favor because it’s gorgeous, my skin is (normally) incredibly clear and glowy, my eyelashes are crazy long, my weight has fluctuated over fine, but i stopped caring about what i ate and started eating listening to what i craved and when i wanted to eat (though cut back because of stimulants boo) and i think i look the best i ever have and i look so individual and unique and kinda bright but every part of my life and my body has shifted

i can feel whats discomfort and what is me. when something is for me i mean i feel its for me like my heart just knows and my whole body just knows idk. i started feeling that and i just started to keep trying things and doing things so i could build a collection of things thst gave me that feeling and i ran with it and ive done it ever since and im on a track that feels solid for the first time in my life and i feel like me wholly and truly i do.

my life is full of diversity. i’m not afraid to meet new people or make new friends although it’s exhausting. i have kinda always been that way, i just love people. i love how everyone is the same although we are all so different. humans are just so incredible at connecting with other humans from anywhere despite language or physical or cultural barriers if we want to and i love how all that can be true but we can still be so different in even more ways i love knowing what makes people weird and offering strangers smiles because a smile is in every language and culture and that’s so fucking cool so i’m pretty much just constantly surrounded by people of all kinds and it’s great because somehow i get along with everyone even though i can always get a read on people and can tell when someone has completely different values from me or my friends and can immediately predict if they will eventually be a horrible idea to make besties with or get too close to. the only people that ever have a problem with me is one sided and i think it’s because they can just tell i see right through them and want to turn the people around me against me but that’s only happened a few times and the first was my mom so oops. but i am open in every aspect of my life it’s not like me saying something isn’t for me is because i’m closing off its just because im so open that what fits is what fits. it’s like the old show where the people had to jump into certain body/weird-shaped holes and fit just perfectly to pass, basically what’s not for me can try to make its way in my life but some part of me always knows, whether it’s my skin or my hair or my medications or my body or whatever, only what’s right fits what’s right to pass, like i have some sort of fence around “me” (as a concept) but the gate is that thing they jump through in the show but instead of a weird shape it’s in the shape of the concept of me/myself???? it’s open in everything i do and everywhere i go and everything is constantly trying to get in and trying to jump through but only what fits passes through and gets to me. it sounds so weird, but that’s literally the only way i can describe it. it took me SO long to get here and ive slowly gotten better at it, i guess as i get better at it the gates mold more intricately to what actually is me (as a concept still, whole thing), and then i still have to go through what sneaks past and isn’t right for me because it fit some part of me i had yet to discover and got through the gate and i still have to experience and figure out how to grow and learn from what happens when it’s revealed that it actually wasn’t for me and grieve and feel all the effects of their loss as i ultimately choose whats in my benefit by exploring that part of myself and learning how to mold that part of me (gate) further and develop a sense of me (concept) that feels right. and then i use what i learned to grow and not let it happen again because i understand now what i want and what i don’t but eventually as i develop that i just attract everything i want naturally, sometimes before i even realize its exactly what i want.

If yes, please share your personal experience in the comments or as a new post!

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