Our Past version self hated
I wish I were different, a man reborn,
Met you where I stood, scars from battles sworn.
Thought I’d healed, yet the journey’s not done,
Growing through pain, beneath the setting sun.
To be able to match your grace,
Saw your courage, your strength, your embrace.
Met you halfway, yet stumbled and fell,
In your eyes, I saw a story to tell.
unmasked and bare,
You met me there, in a moment so rare.
Excited, happy, yet fear took its hold,
My shortcomings, a tale left untold.
love grew with time,
But so did my fears, a haunting rhyme.
You were right, words can’t change the past,
Yet in my heart, your memory will last.
your words your lustful choices made clear,
To know you, to love you, is all I hold dear.
A mirror, a partner, a friend so true,
Yet I self-sabotaged, the dynamic askew.
I wish I were better and richer for you , but u and I can’t turn back,
Committed to change, on a different track.
Not for you, but for me, to show you my heart,
In your presence, I found a brand new start.
I wish I were different, know this, my sweet&sourpatch baby my honeybun my favorite ex I ever experienced
You are loved, you are worthy, your future is clear.
In my corner, I’ll always remain,
I wish I were different, and in this, I gain.