Coming Out
So im a 51yr old man and feel like now that my kids are grown & on there own, my folks almost gone, that I might begin to publicly own my freakiness in hopes of finding others that share my fetish's. Before I state my kinks I just would like everyone to know that I was married for 18yrs but she took her life in 2015 struggling w/ schizophrenia. Been a surreal life since then but now im at a point where I want to be the person I've always been, which is nasty. Not dirty as in every day life, I am well groomed and quite hygienic, but there's no way without sounding creepy or gross to profess how greatly I love the female species and I mean all shapes sizes and colors. I know its lame and simp sounding but something about my nature desires everything about a woman to the point where im most turned on by her natural state, sweaty, rolls, stretch marks and hair, yes I said hair, hair everywhere, arm pits, legs, nipples and mostly the vagina up the belly and down the thighs. If its gotten too graphic I apologize and ask that u exit now. Im tend to get turned on further by giving a woman head while menstruating and I am satisfied most drinking a woman's cum and am very fond of women urinating on my face. I don't really do any feces consumption and I've done anal with women a few times but it doesn't do much for me but I do enjoy immensely tongue banging and suck a woman anus. Guess how's the time to state that im am 100% and ass man, all she need is a nipple for me if her ass is fat. I don't even care about receiving head, I get turned on by turning woman on. Actually, I'd rather eat pussy than fuck. Anyway I digress, sorry I got caught up there lol. Anyway to summarize, my ultimate fantasy is to be the subject of a reverse bukkake and drink every drop. I know to most that might not be for you but if anyone else feels similar or is suppressing their inner being lmk. That's all, love u guys. Peace