So apparently this person who I used to have affiliations with, is creating an entire group just to harass me.
Earlier this morning when I just woke up and was getting ready for school, one of my close friends, Bob, sent me some screenshots of a former “friend” that I recently cut off completely.
And Jesus fucking Christ, just because of some past things I did a few years ago, they're calling me a pedophile, a zoophile, and many other disgusting names.
And now they're gathering as much people as they can just to start a mass harassment campaign against me specifically.
Like dude, I've literally let you bash on me multiple times while I tried atoning for all the things I did to you, is that not enough? Like I wasn't even fighting back, I was just letting you vent your frustration out on me since I understood that you were clearly suffering yourself, but to start an entire group to harass me for things that have already been addressed? Fuck no dude, cause I've already went and fixed my ways as a person, trying to do some good for society every chance I get, and this is what I literally get from you behind the scenes.
All I'm trying to do now is atleast inspire the people around me that they're not alone themselves, via creating a manga spinoff of TBC, and yet you mfs are saying that it's just about me raping Bora when clearly you haven't even seen the burdens I had to carry, the mindset I had to use just to maintain my composure and sanity when I decided I would try and fix all of the bias and forced opinions in the community of TBC.
And to this day I actually still regret all of the horrible shit I did, and am actually trying to make up for all of them.
Like don't get me wrong I was actually at fault for some things like the NSFW drawings, but I was literally going through so much abuse, and was being groomed by several pedophiles throughout my entire life, hence I couldn't even control my emotions properly and they would regularly burst out like a ticking time bomb, plus like in one of the screenshots I sent, I LITERALLY STATED, THAT I WAS EXPOSED TO NSFW AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE, heck, my lust was also because of my hormones being too much for me to handle, speaking of which, hormones are literally one of the things that impact humans the most, I'm 14 so it's natural for me to be horny and lewd because of how I'm still going through the adolescent stages of my life, and I'm not even legal age yet so I can't even be considered a pedophile as much as you idiots claim that I am one, I'm still a teenager in the end.
Plus, literally EVERYONE on earth has done atleast one lewd thing in their lives, there's literally no avoiding that whatsoever, plus teens are normally very active sexually, and obv I can't forget about how I was influenced by someone like Tankfish, because of his ridiculous humor, I kept referencing him, and you can't really blame me for it since people at my age are normally vulnerable to these kinds of things and are easily influenced by them, especially when I said I was exposed to such fetishes between the ages of 3 - 5, so it was literally fucking inevitable that I would get influenced by what I saw since toddlers are usually in the process of learning specific things, and using those same patterns for when they eventually grow up and become older, obv I saw that it was wrong for me to have gone down that path and have been watching less and less NSFW lately, kids take in literally any piece of media these days and start to develop patterns that repeat those same things they saw in that specific medium, take gen alpha for example, like look at one person who was born into that generation and tell me how affected they are by the things they watch, yeah they're very fucking affected by it so don't even bother to use my past interests as an excuse to harass me for several years non-stop.
Like I'll literally say it despite how much I hate AI, people will consume AI content no matter what I do, cause other people won't bend to your will, it's how the world works, speaking of which, you idiots would also constantly question the way I talk, when I don't even ask about the way YOU guys talk despite how many questions you guys keep bombarding me with.
And even though I drew literal NSFW of my comfort character in the past, atleast they aren't a real person, and yet you mfs were literally drawing straight up fucking hardcore porn out of me during those times when we would play Gartic Phone, and that's not even taking into account just how hypocritical you really are, Andy, like iirc, you sent me a message of you gooning to female 1x1x1x1 from F*rsaken of all places, like you deadass cannot be talking when you goon to a character that is also from one of the most controversial and most hated games to ever exist, plus I have seen you consume literal content of an incestuous cannibalism game called the “Coffin of Andy and Leyley”, ironic isn't it? You have the same name as one of the characters of that game too.
Keep in mind, I obsess over Bora since they were the only source of comfort I had before I even met my partner or the people of this subreddit, and I didn't even have any friends irl since they all left me to rot and distanced themselves whenever I tried talking to them, so that's another reason as to why I was horny back then, I didn't have anyone to talk to, or have someone who could relate since there are rarely ever any people irl who can actually understand you, and most of the people who do are online, like I was literally alone, enduring the abuse of not just my father, the neglect from my parents and grandmother, the amount of bullshit things my siblings did to me, how my older sister sat on my head and broke two of my teeth off whilst I was being suffocated and felt like I was going to die, and getting groomed by multiple different pedophiles from time to time, like how tf is anyone supposed to find a way to cope when they've been getting constantly traumatized, consistently for much of their time spent being alive?
If I'm so fucking bad that I deserve to be harassed, then why the FUCK are YOU, doing horrible things yourself??? Like you're literally becoming just as bad as the past version of the person you're currently hating, moreover, trauma isn't even an excuse for us to use to commit horrible acts against one another, they influence what we do, but not justify them, like I've done horrible things myself, but I've put in actual effort into actually becoming a better person and to atone for everything I did in the past, heck, more and more people got closer to me because of how much I've changed, meanwhile you probably won't experience something like that if you keep hiding that twisted side of yours and just continue dwelling in the past non-stop, plus if you keep doing that, you'll eventually be forgotten by the people you cared for and people will reject you for what you're doing, and you never even had the empathy to notice how hard I tried to make up it to you and how much I wanted to atleast have an agreement between the both of us for once, if you refuse to change and just keep thinking about the past and taking your anger out on the person who did it, when they themselves have changed and mended the path they're going through, there is literally, no HOPE for you whatsoever, go ahead and comment about how horrible I am as a person, but I'm simply saying what is morally true about you, and nothing changes that unless you try to mend your own past and be a better person, let the past go, move on, and grow tf up.
Another thing is that harassment can actually get you arrested, it's literally called a cybercrime for a reason, and yet you're gathering as much people as you can just to launch an entire harassment campaign against me.
Keep in mind, millions of other people have done things and went through similar scenarios as me, and they're probably nicer than all of you dumb fucks that are gathering together to bash on me all at once.
Atp, I don't even know what to think of you people since all of y'all just refuse to move and on and are just MILKING the absolute fuck out of the situation as if you pieces of shits are Roblox Drama YouTubers, speaking of which, you mfs are arguably worse than me rn, cause for one is that you mfs dig too deep into my personal history as a person, two is that you over-exaggerate specific details of my past and sometimes add more to them so they end up making me look worse, three, you numbskulls also decided to use your own trauma as excuses to shit on me even more when all trauma does is influence your course of actions rather than justifying them, you level yourselves above me and try to claim the moral high-ground and paint me as a villain, when all you dumbasses are doing is just shove me back into the hellhole of a room that I had already left and then take advantage of it and spread that gossip to other places so you pricks can spread misinformation to other people that I'm a pedophile.
I always doubted and discredited myself and considered myself inhuman, but when I found out that you dinguses are preparing to take advantage of me while I'm vulnerable, made me realize that there will ALWAYS be someone worse, morally.
Obv even though my past is still there and will forever haunt me, I still have enough time to do more good deeds to fix my shattered image as a person.
What's in the past is in the past, you mfs just don't want to move on and live a better life, and that's all you dumbasses will ever be, y'all continue to gang up on people you hate because of their past when you yourselves are tainting your own futures, and it's very likely that you bitches won't ever grow up to be more mature because I was a fool for thinking that you people will also change alongside me, but you stubborn pricks still went for the hard way and stayed as the same old, brainrotted, hypocritical, immature and immoral fucks that I knew since day one.