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A03 is cesspool for pedos and no one is talking about it. I saw a Instagram post with the caption: 'When people go on a03 and get mad when it has weird stuff on it' and in the comments people where defending all the weird shit they do. And I'm not talking about sprout x cosmo mpreg or dsmp x reader. I'm talking about literal underage *ape, incest and all that. Something even scarier is that when you go on the ao3 subreddit, there are people literally recommending and asking for underage incest. Someone literally recommended someone a Mabel x Dipper inscest fic. It's so mind-boggling that everyone thinks that this is ok. Someone pls tell me I'm not going crazy.

Ok so. im a 15 year old aroace demigirl, becoming 16 in a couple months. Ive been playing roblox for what is about to become 10 years. I have not committed any offense to any children on the platform, nor will i ever. Very important info, i do not get tempted to or even think abt doing that either. I just wanna play games and chat w/ ppl my age.

However, when i was abt 12, i developed a fear of being a pedophile, and i looked up the legal criteria for it. what it said what you had to be 16 and the age gap had to be 6 or more years. And for some reason, i took it to mean "less than 6yr age gap is okay". so i started masturbating to thoughts of my 9yo self. I didnt do anything to my 9yo self in these thoughts i just imagined myself as her. I dontlike talking abt it because it fucking haunts me so i wont go into more detail abt it. But bc i believed the 6yr gap thing, it continued until i was 14 (and 4 months). It was then i looked deeper into ethics and learned it was wrong. This is probably one of if not THE worst thing ive ever done and i think abt it every day

Important context, i did not see other children that age in a sexual way and still dont. Just my younger self which i VERY quickly lost interest in when i learned it was wrong. It was never that important to me so i had no issues dropping it. And i have never thought or fantasized abt anything that again. now im scared playing roblox in public servers (or at all) is unethical. When i play, i usually play alone when i can. In the few times i am social, i stick to ppl who i think/know are older and mainly socialize in games where i know the demogrphic is closer to my age (like nostalgia games). I never EVER talk abt anything inappropriate when I play either. I dont dm people and im very careful to add ppl my age. I recently turned my chat off for a while. Again i dont get temptations at all but im scared its unethical anyway.

Am i being unethical by playing like this? Im very scared. Thanks so much!

edit: why are you guys liking without commenting? im nervous

edit 2: I forgot to clarify i havent been sa'd or groomed. I was seen in weird ways when i was 8 but it had nothing to do with this and it didnt leave much of a stain. Tho i will say i did start my period at 9 and my periods were really heavy, and i felt dirty. Idk if that was enough to cause this tho… but i did feel older than i actually was at that age

Are immediate red flags, as the meaning for "😭💢"

Directly links to Shota/Loli phrases to

"Discipline" The fictional characters.

[WITH THAT REFERRING TO ABUSE, AND SA]

And the meaning for "🍖🌈"

Is supporting or Letting people who ship

(Real not not) Characters/People that are:

Children x Children Children x adult And etc, please report anyone using those combos, and check their page if theres any recent things they have posted/done