Confused Hockey Fan
I’ve been a hockey fan for about four years now, and as I approach my 44th birthday, I’ve realized that my love for the sport has been more than just about the game—it’s been a journey to find where I truly belong as a fan.
When I first started following hockey, I leaned towards the Ottawa Senators. There was something about them being underdogs, their cool logo, and their uniforms that drew me in. I proudly rocked a Brady Tkachuk jersey and a few Senators shirts, feeling connected to their spirit and grit.
Fast forward to 2025, and the hockey landscape shifted for me. The Utah Hockey Club transformed into the Mammoth, debuting their new mascot Tusky, and suddenly, I found myself rooting for them. Maybe it was because they were a newer team, a fresh start after their transition from the Arizona Coyotes. Watching players like Clayton Keller, Logan Cooley, and Nick “Schmaltzy” Schmaltz battle through a tense first-round playoff series against the Vegas Golden Knights was thrilling—a true roller coaster of emotions.
Yet, even with my excitement for Utah, I never completely abandoned Ottawa. They still hold a soft spot in my heart. But as I did some soul searching about my true hockey identity, I realized I wanted something deeper, something connected to my roots.
I live in Indiana now and was born and raised in Dayton, Ohio. Neither Ottawa nor Utah is close to home. Ohio does have the Columbus Blue Jackets which I almost considered supporting them but I found myself drawn elsewhere: the Nashville Predators. Nashville felt right—not just because of the team, but because of my family ties. My mom was born there, along with some of my aunts and uncles. My grandma was from Nashville too, and she’s buried there. I’ve been to Tennessee several times, so I have a familiarity with the place, and some family still lives there.
However I now find myself eyeballing the Calgary Flames. Not the first time I rooted for a Canadian team (the Sens first) but I realized how much I am drawn to that team. First off, they have the same color scheme as my favorite NFL Team (Chiefs) and one of my favorite wrestlers hails from Calgary (Bret Hart). Not to mention that a guilty pleasure movie of mine was filmed there as well (Superman III) and one of my favorite Marvel characters is from Alberta (Wolverine). Plus they drafted some solid players and look like a good underdog that kind of attracted me to the Sens in the first place.
I feel more confused than ever. I feel like I’m never going to have that one team to make my own. It’s like I’m an outsider no matter who I cheer for. I already bought some Preds merch but now I’m eyeing Flames stuff as well. What’s gonna happen next? Me being a Kraken fan? Canucks fan? Ducks fan? I’m going to be hoping around the league for the next who know how many years until I find that one team to call my own. Or maybe I’m just thinking too deep into it.