r/mancave

pls don’t judge me plz plz plz. so I got some me thanphetamine the other day. I have a girlfriend we have been together a few weeks . we have been active from day one. we dated before but broke up over personal reasons. Any way I haven’t noticed anything weird std wise (still not shire better get tested ) recently things have been weird almost spacey with us. as always unfortunately I turn to drugs like a punk a** pu**y. I smoked a little bit of cryst al and was home alone and masturb*ted. noticed when I came le crème fresh came out less and slower than usual. then I had to go pee….. I almost had a PANIC STTACK. I had the most fierce need to empty my bladder. but when I pushed….? nothing, it kind of hurt I could feel pressure of urine trying to escape, my thing swelling like a ballon then emptying backwards I guess? once I start to pee I won’t stop till I’m done. I have to really force myself. I stopped freaked for a min pushed again but this time I could feel and hear the pee inside me. I WAS STARTING TO PANIC. Than I relaxed ran warm water played with it a bit and, kept trying to pee every 30 minutes lasted one hour. she says her period is miserabl this time around. so two questions one what happened to my thingy it was terrifying !!! and two its been long enough an std would have shown in both of us if either one had one. I was tested clean. I didn’t ask her. like I said we are super spicy I’m scared maybe she cheat and now I’m showing symptoms but we have been together for 2 months so why this late why now?