r/mathbiceps

I WASTED EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF PAST 6 MONTHS. I HAD SO MANY THINGS TO DO IN STARTING OF 11TH. START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL, MAKE MATHS CONTENT, MAKE A RESEARCH-PROJ FOR SUBMISSION IN A WELL KNOWN FAIR. TO PUBLISH MY RESEARCH WORKS. MAKE PROJ, MODEL, BUILD THINGS, PUBLISH, STAGE, MEDALS, FKKKKKKKKK I HAD SO MANY BASIC AND ACHIEVABLE. I GOT ATTACHED TO DISCORD VERY BADLY. BELIEVE ME VERY BADLY. EVERYDAY I IN DISCORD DOING NO SHIT. MY BACKLOGS ARE THESE:
I HAD DUMMY, FKING DUMMY, STILL I WASTED EVERYDAY. JUST IMAGINE HAVING ENTIRE DAYS FOR 180 DAYS STRAIGHT.

Completely New:

  Math:
-Trig
-Pnc
-Binomial theo

Chem:
-Structure
-Classification
-Bonding
-Thermodynamics
Phy:
-Laws of motion
-Work energy
-Circular
-Rotational

Lil bit:
Math:
-Rel func
-Seq ser

Chem:  
	\-mole conc  
Phy:  
	\-straight(ncert level)  
	\-plane (very lil bit, not good level)  
	\-Vector is better good  

I COULD HAVE BEEN ON TOP. ON THE FKING TOP WHERE I SEE OTHERS NOW. I THOUGHT IS JEE EVEN POSSIBLE SEEING THE OUTLIERS AND WASTING MY TIME IN COMFORTZONE. I FEEL SO BAD ABOUT MYSELF I FEEL SO SHITY EVERYDAY IM SUCH A FKING LOOSER I WAS SOO FKIN GOOD IN 10TH I GOT FULLS BUT IN 11TH I FKED UP EVERYTHING. THE FACT MOST PPL FK UP 11TH BUT I WANTED TO BE DIFFERENT, AN OUTLIER.